So they said that ocs or your characters have little parts of you..
And i took that too seriously-Literally me and milly act so the same when he wake up in blood or find blood on our hands
* milly is shaking,and crying,while blood runs down their nose,as he looks down to his bloody hands*
( he has hallucination of his brother dying in his arms so many times,and he hallucinates blood on his hands,and his mind says its his brother's blood )