Oh Why Can't I Sleep?

why can't I sleep?

Oh why can't I fucking sleep?

I'm always making promises I can't keep.

I swear if one more Fucking Person,

Goes up to me and say "Have you tried mediation?"

I'm going to loose my mind.

I'm looking for a remedy that I can't seem to find.

Every damn time I make a routine.

It seems to fall apart ever since I was a Teen.

Why can't I keep my life in check and be normal?

Everybody around me saying "it's easy" and I feel abnormal.

Oh my life is a mess
That's something I confess
I know life isn't easy
But for me it feels more uneasy.

Oh why can't I sleep?
Why does it make me weak?
It truly makes me weep.

I   want   to   sleep.