Under the Warmth of Vengeance

11

"You always do," he said.

"Keiru. . ." I called him.

Dahan-dahan kong binaba ang paghawak ko sa mata niya papunta sa pisngi niya, hinimas ko iyon.

Habang nakatingin ako sakaniya, may kung anong humahaplos sa puso ko. Para bang matagal ko na itong hinihintay, para bang matagal ko na itong gustong maramdaman ulit. Para bang may sinasabi ang puso ko ngunit hindi ko matukoy.

I can't believe I'm caressing his face. This cold man's face. I held his wrist using my left hand and gently placed it on my waist.

My heart beat is racing so fast. I don't know what I am doing right now. Namumula ang mga mata niya, namumungay. Napalunok siya. Ilang segundong naging gano'n ang titigan namin.

Hinayaan ko ang agos ng kilos ng mga katawan namin, hinayaan kong gawin ang tila nais ng puso ko na hindi ko mawarian.

I'm still caressing his face using my right hand. He had his hands wrapped tightly around my waist. I gently touched his chin, I closed my eyes and slowly. . .
Slowly kissed him and he. . . responded.

My lips touched his lips, I can even smelI his breath now. It was a romantic kiss.

His hand went to the back of my head which made our kiss deepened. My mind was filled with ecstasy of this moment. He started to move his tounge so I did. Slipping his tounge into my mouth, Keiru made gentle circles with our tounges. Clear moan escaped my lips.

Our lips parted, he's looking at me drunkly. My heart beat is not normal as fuck.

Dahan-dahan niyang hinaplos ang buhok ko habang nakatingin sa akin. He's looking at me as if he can't believe that I'm infront of him, as if I am a precious thing.

I can't control my self so I grabbed his collar and kissed him deeply. He was shocked for a second but he also respond.

He slowly put me on top of him without breaking our kiss.

"Oh god," he said like he's suppressing something. "I might loose control."

He kissed my forehead down to my eyes, nose, cheeks and lips. We kissed gently again. That soft lips. . . is everything.

Nagpadala ako sa gustong maramdaman ng puso ko. Hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit may kung ano akong nararamdaman, ang alam ko lang ay parang ilang daang taon ko na ito gustong makamtan muli. Ni hindi ko alam kung ano ito.

Humiwalay siya sa halik. Dahan-dahan niya akong inilapag nang maayos sa kama. He gently kissed my forehead before he put a blanket on me.

"Keiru. . ." I said without thinking. "Y-you're-" he cut me off.

"Let's sleep, hmm?" he said softly. I nodded.

I wish. . . I will remember this tomorrow.

NAPAMULAT ako ng mata, naramdaman kong masyadong masikip ang kinahihigan ko ngunit naramdaman kong may nakapulupot na braso sa'kin. Nanlaki ang mata ko nang makita si Keiru.

Oh shit. Napatingin ako sa suot ko, I'm wearing a man's terno pajamas! Gagalaw na sana ako nang humigpit pa ang pagyakap sa'kin.

Oh my fucking god! How did I pull someone like him?! Tumagilid ako paharap sakanya, sobrang lapit na ng mukha namin ngayon. I saw his angelic face sleeping peacefully.