~Loverman~ James Hetfield x (Fem) Reader

Men are so hot

a/n; i hope you like the photo

"Pheeeeew" James sighed. We both lay there, trying to catch our breath. If it was that easy to run out of breath, our future relationship was going to need a lot of pauses.

"James, I-" "Damnit shut up and keep this going" he brings our lips together yet again. He pulled me on top of him so it was easier, instead of right next to each other.

How far was this kissing gonna go? Is this actually happening? Why am I thinking so much, just enjoy this damnit. James placed his hands on my hips, his calloused hands slowly travelling into my shirt. I didn't know what to do. I was expecting James to do all the hard work, he's done this more than me. I pulled away, "James... can I just talk to you for a minute?" he sighed, "Yeah. What's up" "Okay. This is like... a lot for me. I want you to do this all to me just something feels off. Like I need to tell you something first. But I don't really know. I'm just so confused about my feelings." I told him with a deep inhale after. "Then just tell me. We both gotta tell each other something, and we damn well know what it is." he said. I felt my face heat up at that moment, do I tell him now? I don't want to say it first. I want HIM to but he's refusing...

"Can you just tell me first?" I ask him. He pushed me of his lap, so we could sit face to face. "You should know that I have these feelings for you, it ain't nothing new." it's been a week he's been here and it "ain't nothing new"? weird. "You know I want you. I've been giving you all these hints, for what, past week? And you're still SO clueless. You've even been giving me these hints, YET. YOU. DON'T. KNOW." he laughed lightly, just to let me know he wasn't mad. "The signals you gave, holy shit. 'I want something, you have it'? You can't just say that and not expect me to feel a certain way? C'mon, we both want each other, badly. There, I said it. I probably said it for you too, but damn I want your pretty face to say it to me." I couldn't figure out what to say in this moment, James had said so much for me to process.

"Wow alright. James, I can't figure out what to say.."

"Just say whatever you're thinking. Let me hear you say it, tell me you want me." why is he doing this to me.

I take a deep breath, preparing myself for anything I'm about to say. I didn't truly know what to say, but I was going to let whatever I could think come out. "James. We do both want each other. I honestly can't deny this feeling any longer. You know how many nights I've stayed up late thinking about you? What I want you to do? Damn, it's a lot. I was scared for it to become a reality, if I was ever lucky for it to become one. And here it is, probably about to happen. It's a lot for me, but all this stuff you're saying, god I want you so bad right now James.."

James smiled, he still didn't look satisfied though. I don't know what to do to fully satisfy him. "James I can tell there's more you want me to say just tell me" I chuckled, "Say it again"

"Say what again, Het?"

"That you want me."

I know where this is going.

"I want you" he kissed me, deeply, "Again" he waited for me, "James.. I want you. Please"

This went on for a little bit longer, James eventually started making more moves. All of this that was happening was so exciting, scary and amazing. James was making me feel so many different things. Doing this, with James Hetfield, god I had to be the luckiest girl in the world. What else could I ask for? I had James, and he made me feel amazing. Gave me all of my needs. He's just such an emotional person too. I feel stupid, I took this long to realize? Shit I've probably been in love with him since the first day I met him. James pulled me out of my train of thoughts, "You're.. so perfect" he groaned into the crook of my neck. Being told all this stuff, while he was doing this to me, what else do I need? Nothing. All I need was this moment, nothing else.

A few minutes later, James laid down next to me. He was breathing heavily. I watched as his chest rose and fell with his quick breathing, wondering what he was thinking. Was he as satisfied as me? Was this not good enough? He looked over at me, a smile plastered on his face. Why did he have such a beautiful smile. He pulled the sheet at the end of the bed over us, holding me close to him. At least until we had to get up and shower. I just wanted to stay with him, I loved being held by him. He was just like, a bear. Perfect hugs. Plus, he was like a heat radiator. I'm definitely keeping him for the winter. He rubbed my back lightly, his head laying in the crook of my neck. I never wanted to leave his warm embrace, if I had the chance to stay like this with him forever, I would.

"James," "Hm?" I peaked his attention, "I love you" I hugged him tighter. "I love you too. Will you be my girlfriend?"  I smiled at him, "I mean I'd think so after that. Of course I will"

I stayed with him for a bit longer, until he got up and ran a shower for us. It wasn't really a talkative shower, but just being there with him was all I wanted.