Chapter 30

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Jayda cheaves
June, 6, 2023
Location: home📍

I walked to the other side of the house to see if kentrell was ready for the doctors appointment

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I walked to the other side of the house to see if kentrell was ready for the doctors appointment

He moved all his stuff to the other side of the house he don't talk to me unless it's about the baby so you can say we are broken up

I missed him so much it's like he wasn't there he doesn't come out his room most of the time just to get food and leave and see true

Jayda: you ready I said looking at him outside his bathroom door in his room

He didn't say anything he grabbed his phone and the keys walking out his room I didn't the same

We went downstairs making our way out the house we got in his Bentley making our way there

{ 3 hours later }

I was in my studio session kentrell booked me even tho we didn't talk to each other face to face we text

He was outside the booth looking at me smoking a few of his rapper friends was here with him

Kentrell: Ight go he said low playing the beat

I made eye contact with him expressing how I felt at the moment

Normally I'm quick to switch up my playlist
In my mind, I'll pack my bag and don't say shit
I've got what it takes to say this
I got all the plays and I played it out like this
I, I, I wanted to save this
I, I, I want us to make it
I'll trade it all for you, oh
But it just hurts so much when it ain't working out
'Cause I don't want nobody, nobody else but you
And I used to be on my replacing shit
(I would) switch (switch) a nigga out so damn quick (quick)
If he ain't getting with my shit (my shit)
But it just ain't like that with you, oh, oh
I even had tried that shit with you, boy
Thought I was done, had to try something new, boy
I don't know what I'll do, oh, I
I, I was tired of wasting time
You were never gonna change your mind
Tired of hearing all your lies
But I wanna leave you lonely
So I come crawling back
Hoping it won't be like that
Hoping that you'll make a change
So that I can stay
Hurts so much when it ain't working out (working out)
'Cause I don't want nobody, nobody else but you
And I used to be on my replacing shit
I'd switch a nigga out so damn quick (quick)
If he ain't getting with my shit (my shit)
But it just ain't like that with you, uh-uh

I got up walking out the booth they all looked at me

Future: you can sing shawty he smiled

Dababy: fax

Jayda: thanks you can go kentrell

He got up going in the booth I sat in his seat we made eye contact once again before he rapped

Told me you love me, but obviously you don't
I told you I need you, but you wasn't there for me, no
I can promise you, I won't change
I can promise you, I won't change
Yeah, yeah

Money callin' gotta go get it, baby
Confident how I been feelin' lately
I cannot sit here just stress about our situation
I just gotta look at the bigger picture, baby
But on the upper end, I been gettin' it in
Low lights, stacking up my m's and that's 'til the end
I done cut off all my friends, gotta stay positive
I won't let nobody hurt me or get me up outta here
They say money'll make you change and I agree
Most of them niggas caught up in they fame but that ain't me
I'm sittin' on top of the peak, my heart forever in the streets
Can't believe you turned your back on me Told me you love me, but obviously you don't
I told you I need you
But you wasn't there for me, no
I can promise you, I won't change
I can promise you, I won't change
Yeah, yeah Heard you been fuckin' with them lames, heard you been fuckin' with 'em
I heard that you been man to man, I knew you wasn't official
I had to get up off my ass, had to get up and get it
And I done ran me up a bag, for me and my children
I ain't stressin' out you know, you know I ain't trippin'
I'm 17, facing the north, they locked me up in prison
Every night runnin' it with Fat Black, he say 'I'm that nigga'
He say "If they left, they were never with you"
AI YoungBoy, I'm too official
Every night runnin' it with Fat Black, he say 'I'm that nigga'
He say "If they left, they were never with you"

Told me you love me , but obviously you don't
I told you I need you
But you wasn't there for me, no
I can promise you
I won't change
I can promise you, I won't change
Yeah, yeah

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