Should've (JunHwan)

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We're 7 months in. My depression is getting worst.

I'm meeting your family today after you refused to meet mine.

—JinHwan, I don't do those things. You want me to meet your whole family.

—Just my closest family, JunHoe.

—In my family we don't do that.

But in mine we do, you couldn't understand that.

And when I went for you birthday I tought I'll only meet your parents and your sister, since you said that your family don't do those things.

I was surprised when I found out your house was full of your relatives, not just your closest as you mention.

I started having a panic attack when I was bombarded with questions because I wasn't ready.

But I made my best to calm down and answer them.

But then the worst part.

I only have one allergy. And you didn't tell your mother about it.

But worse, you didn't tell me that the cake had walnuts.

When I started to inflate like a balloon I saw it your face.

You should've told me.

I told you.

Your mom got mad at me and since that moment she hated me.

You should have told me about the people.

But most importantly. You should've told me about the nuts.