The Silent Tears

chapter 1

         "Help!" The only thing I could say at this moment. The sudden feeling of need to bring more than ever before feeling the shattered light through water when I can't see, can't breathe, and don't know which where is up or down. My lungs are burning my chest feels like it's being compressed right in the centre. "It's too numb"  I'm drowning myself to death, it was my own decision then why I want to live- live again? Maybe happily. Am I being greedy now? Please God give me one more chance to be alive again please.......

                Miss Adreanna - Miss Adreanna - miss, miss...... -said the royal maid. "Huh" I woke up with a shudder, my whole body is sweating. "Again this nightmare. It is eating me out now. I almost forgot how to breath "are you okay miss Adreanna" -maid asked. I replied "yeah, I am okay now, you guys can go"

"Actually the Queen told us to prepare you" -said the maid.

"For what?" I asked.

"Don't you remember what date it is today" - maid.

"no, tell me the date of today"

"It's 16 may" -maid

"it's 16 may" a discusting feeling rushed through my body 'oh it's my husband's second marriage' date.....

Hours passed
*at the altar*

I am now seeing the love, hope of my life marrying someone else. A tear unknowingly dropped from my eyes. The tear was for pain, sadness, betray, love all in one. The prist said "you may kiss now"  'I can't stand it anymore' I ran through the corridor like a mess.

Time skips

It's evening now. I am reading a book. I think the guests are gone now probably. I heard my room door opening sound like someone came in.

"Who is it" - I enquired

Looking at the door I realised it is my beloved husband "Marlon".

"Why you were not there" - he asked

"I was, after some time I did not feel well so I came back."

" But you should have atleast greeted the guest" - him

" Are you serious? In a situation like this you want me to greet those people like nothing happened??"

He: "anna (Adreanna's short form) please! It's pretty normal in royal family like this."

" Normal" I yelled "It's disgusting, you're the last person, I would have thought could betray me"

He: I am sorry, but I had to.....

" For what? For throne, kingdom, royalty, power? You are so selfish Marlo-"

Before I could even finish my sentence a tight slap landed on my cheek..

He: ahh! SHUT THE FUCK UP ANNA, can you please. yess I am selfish so are you. You also want me all by yourself. Everybody is selfish....hmm, I am going now.

He walked away....

'wow!! He slapped me now the nightmare I get every day is now gonna be my reality. The same abuse, harrassment and the third person. 'Wish I was drowned.... NO! I have to live- live to destroy this nobility. I will end you Marlon Windsor I promise' - I exclaimed with hurtful tears in my eyes......