Purity

chapter 1: Redemancy

"Ro, sweetheart are you okay in there?" Ajay said while he hear Amaras frantic breaths, he grew increasingly worried when he heard her say "I-I'm fine Aj, p-please don't worry", he was scared. "Ro munchkin, I'm coming in," he said as he opened the door and saw his little sister crawled up into a ball scratching her wrists and drawling blood by biting her lips,

soft sobs are hear all across the room as he watched her whimper and shake, her big doe eyes watering yet again and she sees him walk across the room and bend down to her height and hold her, he softly rubs her palm while she cries into his shirt, he starts rubbing her back to calm her down and it seems to be working, until another sob erupts from her lips and she softly cries "A-Ajay I'm s-so sorry, I-I'm so so s-sorry!" she says, her voice slightly above a whisper, he softly nods and asks her "why ro-ro, why so sorry? what happened?" to try and understand why she's so sad "I'm a b-bad, stupid, fat sister w-with a stupid annoying stutter and you have to take care of me b-because my own m-mom doesn't love me," her sentence ending with her choking on a sob.

"Amara baby, Why the fuck would you say that about yourself? you're beautiful sweetheart, you're so smart and you're definitely not fat, In fact you need to gain a lot more weight. your stutter's adorable and I don't have to take care of you, I want to take care of you. Mom's missing out big time sweetheart, she's a total bitch anyways," He said with genuine love and care with every word 

 'Aj that was a b-bad word," she said with a pout resting on her face, he chuckled at her and told her to get ready for school, it was her first day at  co-ed school, she had never been before!

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Amara had everything planned out for it to be the best first day, but what she didn't plan out was how she was going to meet all these new people, her social anxiety killed her from the inside at this given moment and she was at the brim of tear, her eyes becoming glossy and teary "Ro you don't have to be nervous, you can call me anytime when you're there and wanna come home alright beautiful?" She heard a voice outside her door say, she muttered a small okay and got ready for school, she decided to wear a pleated skirt which reached mid thigh and a full sleeved body hugging top, she pointed out how bloated her stomach looked today to herself in the mirror, she pulled at the skin resting on her stomach, imagining herself without it, feeling beautiful at the thought of not having it but she eventually gathered the courage to leave her room and walk downstairs where her brother gave her a small kiss on the forehead and told her that he loved her, he then gave her breakfast which she quickly denied but ate eventually due to the annoying nagging that was in the background from a voice that belonged to her brother,

when she eventually reached school she took in her surroundings and looked at all the new faces, how all the girls looked and dressed more mature, how revealing they were, how big their chests were compared to her, how thin they were, she was now embarrassed, pulling at her sleeves she walked in, the only thing giving her comfort was the thought of the stuffed toy in the back of her bag, mr.sniffles that would catch all of her sniffles, he was a soft small fluffy stuffed rabbit that she wouldn't dare show anyone.

She walked in and found her locker, which she opened and placed her things into, she proceeded to go to math room 1-A, She was horrible at math, her trembling fingers opened the door and she was greeted by mr. balckov,

"Good morning, I suppose you're new?" He said adjusting his suit, she muttered a quick yessir, "then I suppose you should introduce yourself to me and the rest of the class," he said, she nodded and walked to the centre of the classroom.
"G-good morning, I-I'm Amara, I'm n-new here-" she said before quickly being interrupted 
"show us some tits!" said some jerky teenager who thought it was alright to have fun at Amaras expense, He was yelled at by the teacher who told Amara to go sit next to this boy with jet black hair who was glaring daggers at Amara, She quickly sat down and began picking at her nails, She was intently taking notes and the boy took notice of this, he thought to himself about how delicate her fingers look wrapped around that pencil, how nice they would look wrapped around something else, he thought she was hot, no doubt about that but she looked sweet, so naive, so innocent, but he didn't know her, all he knew was that she was nervous, it was evident, with her stutter to her biting her lip, to her picking at her nails and flicking a rubber back on her wrist till it became red and agitated, it aggravated him to see her so distraught, but it didn't matter, he hadn't spoken a single word to her.

Towards the end of her class it was only her, the boy beside her and two more boys there, she picked up her bag and soon fell out mr.sniffles, the other two boys snickered and laughed at her, the boy beside hers jaw hardened, "Mind your own fucking business," he said in an agitated tone, the other two boys looked intimidated and ran off,

she tried her hardest to stuff the rabbit into her bag muttering a sorry mr sniffles every now and then to make sure he knew she was sorry for squishing him but the rabbit wouldn't fit, she was so sad, she started crying and tried to hide it and stuff it in, he noticed this and tapped on her shoulder,

"shh, it's alright sweetheart calm down, what's its name?" he said in the gentlest voice he could give out, it surprised him that he could be this gentle with another person.

"h-his name is mr.sniffles, I-I'm s-so sorry for e-everything," she said while a small whisper left her mouth

He didn't think twice before holding her and rubbing her back, he softly took her hand and rubbed her knuckles with his thumb while she cried into his shirt, she looked so upset, "no need to be so sorry baby, what's your name gorgeous?" he enquired,

"My n-names Amara, what's y-your name?" she asked 

"My names Ace baby, do you wanna go home? you look tired and its been a long day for you and mr.sniffles, hasn't it?" he suggested, he was actually concerned for here, she had never experienced that from someone other than her brother.

"y-yes please," she said, he said he would drop her home in his car, she was mildly excited but mostly nervous, what if he thinks she's dumb

they walked into the car and she sat in the passengers seat, he started driving and gently grabbed her thigh for reassurance,

when they reached her house her brother opened the front door looking dumbfounded as his fearful, shy little sister is laughing with this 6'6 tall intimidating man,

as she walked in the door he stared at her intently not liking where this is going and said

"Would you like to tell me who the fuck that was?"