hey welcome this is my first story I hope you enjoy :)
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SIMONS POV:
sitting at my desk with my LED lights reflecting of my face making me look bright red I continued to edit todays video ready for it to go out tomorrow. the sidemen house was silent I wasn't sure who was home all I knew was that JJ was here. Recently JJ had been away more but he was very secretive with what he was doing and said it was a surprise. this made me exited because I secretly had a crush on jj but hadn't had the balls to tell him.
speaking of the devil I hear the front door unlock. Like a exited puppy I just want to run downstairs to great him but a strange feeling came upon me and I decided to try and finish up this editing .I was nervous about uploading the video because my viewers had began to notice my change in effort and personality but I couldn't help it I just really missed JJ. Without a second later JJ calls our names and tells us to meet in the living room...
leaping up I swiftly walk into the living room. JJ S warm smile greets me. secretly my heart was racing and my stomach had butterflys. I was trying to keep composed but I could feel a smile creeping onto my face once we had all sat down I realized everyone was here which was unusuall since we only ever met up on sundays ready to nrecord sidemen sundays
"come in" jj said in a giddy voice and in the doorways a girl with long blond hair enters cautiously
"this is my girlfriend jj announces with a huge grin on his face.
I noticed everyone in the rooms face beam with glee at the exiting news and they all came towards her to greet her . however jelousy began to over take me and I think it began to show on my face. I could feel my smile turn into a frown but I needed to put on a brave face for JJS sake.
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JJS POV:
Looking around the room all the boys looked very supportive and exited to meet my girlfriends.Everyone but simon...
vik and tobi had both said to me a few days befor that simon seemed more upset since I had been out of the house recently. but I brushed it off however seeing it with my own eyes felt different. his loving and excited smile slid off his face it was like I had told him some bad news. so I decided to ask him about it.
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"Simon are you ok"jj announce infronty of everyone
shit I coulkd feel my face burning up. I need to make an excuse quick
"yes im fine just not feeling to great maybe im getting a cold" I said panicked jj being naiive agreed with me and continued the convocation between everyon else
feeling embarresed I take my self to bed and try to forget about the situation
time passed
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