But, I Love You (Jikook)

But

                            Jeon Jungkook's pov..                                                                                               
I look up at the sky queitly, inhaling, and exhaling slowly.

Feeling the gentle breeze hit my face and the only sound around are birds chirping and it causes me to smile.

A fainted, smile.

The relaxing scenery I know all too well brings all kinds of memories: sad, happy, anxious...angry.

Sad because I wish I can come here and keep smiling, not once letting it fade after getting too deep in thought.

Happy, because being in this big field with a, once upon a time, fluttering heart was the greatest feeling I've ever experienced.

Anxious, because every time I think about it I grow nervous, nervous because of the feeling I once felt.

And angry...angry because I wish I could go back to that last moment, with him, and say every last thing I wanted to say.

Every last thing I have been wanting to tell him since we first wet.

I watch the clouds, for a few seconds.

Seeing how they drift apart from each other, so slowly...

I lie on my back and continue to watch. And I try to even my breathing with the paste of the clouds.

Slow my breathing down...

Now closing my eyes feels most right...