days like this are days I call free fall days
they are days when I would rather free fall from a building than deal with my own emotions
days when the pain is so bad I become numb
you would think this numbness would be comforting because I can no longer feel anything
but it hurts more actually It makes you feel more alone, more hopeless
it makes you want to cry but you are so numb nothing comes out
free falling seem like itd be so serene
like it would solve every problem i have
even just for a moment
