CHAPTER 28 - " MAKE THIS GO "

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Taehyung was sleeping soundly the moon was high on the sky looking ever so beautifully and there is a man standing outside taehyungs  apartment looking up at taehyungs window hoping taehyung will come out and even If it was for a fraction of second jeongguk just wanted to see taehyuhgs face

Jeongguk thought living without taehyung will be easy but every night ever day every hour passes like a year without taehyung his body is itching for taehyungs touch he just wants him

Jeongguk just wants to break the door and go inside but he can't jeongguk felt his heart clench he just wants to go inside but something is stopping him he knelt on the cold grass as he curled his hands in his chest tears forming in his eye as it rolled down his cheeks

" jeongguk ? " a sweet voice reached jeongguks ears like a strike as he snapped his head and saw a small figure a familiar figure standing on the door step and soon stepped on the grass stepping shakily

" jeongguk is that you ? " again it sounded like a smooth melody that reached jeongguks ears jeongguk never failed ot recognize that voice jeongguks eyes Watterd more as he saw tye caramel haired boy walking towards him holding his white silk pyjamas sluping of from his shoulder his face glows more than anything

More than that moon

" jeongguk " taehyung whispered as he ran towards jeongguk and threw himself on jeongguk made both of them fall on the grass taehyung hugged jeongguk as if he will dissappear if he leaves him

" where were you ? " taehyung asked His voice cracking as he snuggled more into jeomgguks warmth

" jeongguk "

" I missed you " taehyung said but jeomgguk is still silent that broke taehyungs heart  he flet so bad and disgusted

" jeongguk speak up, please " taehyung said his voice holding a plea but jeongguk is too afraid to speak he felt worthless to have taehyung he flet he couldn't protect him he is so precious and the next sentence made jeongguks heart stop his breath got stuck

" jeongguk , are you disgusted by me " taehyung asked his eyes leaving more tears taehyung felt the pain in his heart groaning more and more

Jeongguk the next second snapped and hugged taehyung close so close to him and he started to leave sobs kn taehyungs neck taehyung just closed his eyes

" am I not pure jeongguk ? " taehyung asked

"NO"  jeongguk whisper yelled as he broke his hug and made taehyung sit up and took his face in his big hands as he looked at taehyung who.was not making eyecontact looking at the grass

" hey , hey love look at me " jeongguk whispered and taehyung slowly looked up and saw jeongguk looking at him with eyes filled with love not even a single drop of disgust in his eyes it was so pure and beautiful

" you're precious love " jeongguk said as he creased taehyungs cheeks

" why did you leave me ? " taehyung asked like a baby hitting the grass lightly making whimpering noise

" I can't baby---I felt im worthless to protect you I felt like I couldn't save  you from anything " jeongguk said a wave of guilt washing over him taehyung looked at him his nose was red and he was biting his lips looking at jeongguk crumbling down infront of him

" jeongguk " taehyung said making jeongguk look at taehyung

" I just want you jeongguk I want you beside me in my worst I don't want you just to protect me you're so much more than that---and it's my fault I should've told you before " taehyung said bitting his lips not to let out any sob

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