L.I.F.E (love isn't for everybody)

L.I.F.E ep.1

As i woke up to the sound of my alarm it dawned on me that i start my first day at a new school today. It was a cold morning i didnt expect much since i swapped schools so often, as i got in the car me and my little sister waited for my dad. We hit the rode and my dad gave me the whole "do the right thing speech" as a kid i was very problamatic always in trouble for something whether it was fighting, cursing out teachers, skipping, and smoking you name it ive done it. "Now your at a new school i dont want any problems this year do you understand me ?" I simply nodded and said "yes sir". As we pulled into the parking lot of the school I quickly acknowledged how big the building was it caught me off guard. My dad walked me in as most parents would for their child on the first day as we walked in we were greeted by a serious looking lady she had a very intense vibe like she wasn't the one to be played with so I prepared myself for her I grabbed my schedule from here and I saw how I took a lot of classes I struggled in including pre algebra. She asked my dad if he had any parting words before he left he looked at me and said bluntly "be good" and walked out the door which made me nervous being there by myself. The serious looking lady told me to follow her and I was then introduced to one of the teachers who was also the girls soccer coach, she was beyond pretty and as a young boy with mommy issues I had a ''thing'' for older girls and women it startled me to see her I didn't know what to think. She walked me to class and gave me the most bubbly feeling "so" she said "tell me about yourself" I was a little nervous but as a kid I was always outgoing so her question didn't phase me too much "well I love anime, cartoons, making comics, and rapping" she seemed interested in the way I told her about myself. She gave me a basic rundown of the rules I adapted quickly, my first class was ELA but I missed it and had to go to second period which was science. As I walked through the doors all eyes were on me, I was a little nervous but I muscled up on picked my seat...well my teacher picked the seat but that's besides the point. I sat at a table with two guys. They got to introduce themselves very quickly. I asked them for their names "my name melvin and that's ernest" melvin said "you can just call me hunter" ernest said with a intense grin to this day I thought it was a strange nickname name but I went along with it. As I started to get to know to two more through conversation I started to observe the classroom, I stumbled across a stunning snow bunny I turned to ask melvin "yo who is that" eyeing her way "oh- that's kayle" melvin said "she's pretty" I proclaimed. Melvin started to tell me more about her but then he dared me how I felt about her, I was hesitant but she kept looking my way I sighed as I was about to tell her I thought she was pretty when out of no where melvin told her "AYE KAYLE THE NEW KID THINK YOU FINE" the whole table looked my way and I got real nervous so I sat there smiling frozen in fear, she simply looked my way and smiled. I started to blush a little, but I didn't let her see even though Melvin simply rubbed it in my face that I was in fact blushing. Over time I started to open up more to my surroundings I was less quiet and looking back I wonder what it would've been like if I was quiet. I started to make more friends or so I thought, I was always in some kind of trouble and not too many people want to be friends with a troublemaker so I was  grateful to have the friends that I did have. By the time I got used to being at this school the search for a girlfriend started and luckily enough for me I found my first girlfriend her name was dinesha. She wasn't like other girls, she was more in touch with her masculine side I don't know why but I was into that kind of thing, but there wasn't much to our relationship we did basic couple things but she showed me that I'm more into to masculine girls you know stems and studs/tomboys those kind of girls you know. But like all things our relationship came to a short end. I was young so relationships worked differently dinesha didn't give me happiness so I cheated and she never found out but she broke up with me and then the girl I cheated on her with also broke up with me. I was always trying to fit in that was my problem. I started hanging with an older crowd on the high school side of the building plus a few eighth graders one of them I'm still friends with to this very day and while hanging with these eight graders was where I met her Maryland

To be continued.....