No hope [Tubbo Angst]

Wish i turned out better

I can't take the bandages off until next Friday and today is Wednesday...

This will be a long week and a half.

{Btw here are what his scars look like but imagine they are rapped in bandages for now}

{That's all btw}

I walked out of my room and saw mom...

It's really rare to see her home and if she sees the bandages she will freak out.

So instead of leaving through the front door I went to mine and clays room and snuck out of the window.

I don't think clay even noticed I did it though so I should be fine.

I walked for a while and ended up at a random park

I sat on one of the swings and watched the sun start to set.

"Hey!"

I turned around in shock as a tall man with a mask walked up to me.

"Are you ok?..."

"I'm fine"

I didn't mean to sound cold nor rude but it just came out that way.

"I don't think having bandages all over you means you are fine." The dude said with a chuckle.

"Yea well, I'm not like all the others who want attention"

"Same, anyways my name is ranboo, you?"

"Tubbo..."

"Awesome name, do you mind if I sit next to you"

"Ye-."

"Oh awesome thanks"

He didn't even let me speak...

"So what brought you here today Tubbo?"

"Trying to get away from stuff, you?"

"I came here to wait for my friend who went to grab some ice cream"

"k.."

"..."

"Well I'm going to go back home now-.."

"Wait!-, can I have your number so we can talk sometime?"

...

If I give this man my number, he could sell it on the internet and people can hunt me down...

Hunt me down...

"Sounds cool, give me your phone so I can put it in."

"Alright"

".."

"Btw what school do you go to Tubbo?"

"}^<~~+,^<<\?}£~>"

"Oh awesome, I don't know how I never seen you in the halls?"

"I'm not usually in the halls, and people don't notice me in general so-."

"Ok well, you seem nice, I will have to talk to you later, bye!"

"Bye..."

And right after that I speed walked to the house.

•.•.•.•

I climbed through mine and clays window and clay was looking at me weird....

"WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU!?"

That's new, he never usually yells at me nor acknowledge my existence

"What do you mean?"

"You're INJURED you shouldn't be sneaking out!"

"Well you never cared until now, so I don't know how it's a problem now."

"Mom and dad went looking for you!"

"Wait what-..?"

Why would he tell mom and dad!?

He knows they are going to beat me!

They aren't worried, they are probably happy they have an excuse to beat me...

"Why would you tell mom and dad when you know I don't like them?!"

"WELL MAYBE DONT SNEAK OUT?!?"

"MAYBE "DREAM" DONT BE IN MY BUSINESS NOR LIFE!"

I said it all out of rage

But now I think I lost the last person who cared...

"Fine Toby, if you think I need to stay out of your life, I will. But don't come back running to me if anything bad happens."

Shit, what have I done

Buts it's already done and I can't go back-...

"Fine!" I all I could tell with tears streaming down my eyes

"I'm going to bed"...