Until the end of the World - Minsung

Chapter 27

A few hours later, nothing changed between them.

The house was dead silent, Minho was beside the window, waiting, sitting and looking out, he was deep in thoughts, his leg shaking repeatedly.

Jisung was debating on what he should do.

Minho couldn't stay like that. He was obsessed and he wasn't cooperating at all. Jisung was scared Minho would put themselves in a dangerous situation by irrational thinking. He was reflecting on how he should talk to Minho but nothing seemed like a good idea. Minho was mad at him too, so it would make any kind of conversation an argument.

"Minho?"

Jisung called but the boy didn't answer. Jisung wasn't sure if the boy heard him or was purposely ignoring him.

"Hey"

Jisung tried again, but still nothing.

Jisung was tired, so he approached the boy and pushed him slightly, finally grabbing his attention.

Minho turns to the boy wearing an angry face and a frown.

"The fuck you want?"

Minho asked, venom slipping out from his mouth.

"Stop being like that, you're going to ruin everything!"

Jisung pleaded

"What the fuck? I'm not ruining anything, I'm close to have the only thing I've ever wanted so stay the fuck out of my way"

Minho seemed desperate.

"You have to gain back your senses, asshole. You're going nowhere with that mind of yours."

"Who the fuck you think you are? I know better than anyone what I should or shouldn't do, you and your stupid mouth have nothing to say about it"

Minho said while pointing his finger at Jisung.

Jisung stayed a bit silent at this, he thought for a minute and continued

"Mean Minho is back?"

He asked with a soft voice. He was close to starting to sob. He didn't know what to say anymore.

Minho sighed

"Yeah he is, mostly because of your behavior these last weeks."

Minho answered

"I apologize, I never wanted to hurt you."

"You didn't want but you did."

Minho answered immeditaley

"If that makes you feel better, it was hard for me too"

Jisung said as his eyes started to get blurry from the tears.

 "How the fuck knowing that you had a hard time is going to make me feel better? Fuck, this is your problem!"

Minho stood up, walking closely to Jisung and continued.

"You think that I'm the most terrible person, you love to have an idea of what I am and you don't even care enough to ask me about it. You're a selfish and egocentric bastard. You're not fucking right about anything and you don't know shit about me, but if you love to think of me as the bad guy, then maybe I should just fucking be the bad guy."

He stopped, sighed, and continued

"You made me fucking run after you for weeks and didn't ever acknowledge my presence. I stood at your fucking door bawling my eyes out for just a word from you and you threw it away, my heart along with it. Don't you dare pointing your finger at me, accusing me and making our friends nag me when you're the problem"