𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋|𝐏𝐉𝐌 ✔️

021

021

Today was the day.
It had officially been three years since Si- hoon, the exact date and month.
Jimin felt weird when he woke up this morning, but not a good kind. His stomach and head felt bloated, so bloated that he couldn't think straight.
He ended up having morning sickness, vomiting last night's dinner in his bathroom toilet.

He ended up calling Taehyung over to take Aera to his place while he tried to get his shit together, mentally and physically.
He had enough strength to shower, brush his teeth, and do skin care like always. Then, the rest of his day was spent in bed.

The boys didn't complain or nag the boy for staying at home from work, they knew what day it was. And he needed this day to take in how long it's been. To fully adjust before doing his normal tasks again.

There he was, in bed watching Love Simon for the third time that day. Even though it was a lgbtq film, it was so comforting to watch in times like these. Times where he felt emotionally numb.

And Si-hoon was the only reason he felt that way. He always thought it was his fault she left. He spent countless nights thinking of what he could've done wrong. And nothing ever came to him, not a thing.

And it hurt him.

So much.

Armani had just gotten done with her classes, now on her way to Jimins. Because of what Tae told her, she knew she needed to be with him on this day. It killed her not knowing how he was doing considering he hadn't replied to her texts or calls. And that wasn't like him.

She decided to stop by his favorite Korean bbq place, knowing that was his comfort food.

She had soon arrived, pulling into the driveway and making her way up to his front door. He had given her a key so she was able to let herself in.

It was quiet, too quiet.

"One of the boys must have Aera", she thought.
She quickly made her way upstairs, seeing the door to Jimin's room was closed.
She knocked a few times, only silence repsonding.

"Baby? Are in you there? It's me, Mani", she spoke.
Jimin lit up slightly at hearing her voice, quickly sitting up against his headboard in the process.

"Come in", he replied, his voice barely there anymore. He had been crying and screaming so much, his voice had gone sour.
Armani let herself in, smiling softly when she saw the boy laying there, his eyes and face puffy from crying so much.

Armani didn't say a word, she just set the food down and brought him into her arms.
He let his tears fall once again, them soaking her brownish sweater. She hushed him sweetly, only whispering comforting things to him.

"Your okay Chim Chim I'm here, I'm not leaving", she reassured, wanting him to know he wasn't alone. She was there for him and wasn't planning on leaving.
"I-I just feel like it's all my f-fault. I-I don't know what I did wrong", he cried, his head starting to pound with how hard he was crying.

"You did nothing wrong, my love. You are such a kind, sweet, and bright man. She was lucky to have you in the time you two were together. But you have to keep going, for the boys, for Aera", Jimin looked into her eyes, his eyes too glossy he could barely see.

"For me", her hands wiped his tears away, making him melt into her hands like a puddle.
She leaned in, giving him a gentle kiss on his plump lips.
He craved this type of touch from her, he needed it more than anything right now.
He needed comfort and reassurance.

Jimin laid her down on his bed softly, deepening their kiss.
But, Mani stopped him by gently tapping his bicep.
"Is something wrong? We can stop if-",

"No no I just...I wanna take care you instead", Jimin looked at her with confusion.
Why did she suddenly wanna be in control?
"It's just...Tae told me about how Si-hoon used to make you feel insecure about yourself. And I wanna get a chance to praise you like you deserve", she replied, her thumb grazing over his right cheek.

He was timid at first but nodded hesitantly, flipping them around. It made the two of them giggle and laugh in the process.
Because of the sudden courage that arose in her, Mani began to take off her shirt infront of him. He could see her plump breasts being covered by a pretty white lacy bra. It was one of her favorites, it made her feel cute.

His mouth parted slightly, his breath hitched.
"So pretty", he whispered, too stunned to even move. Mani just giggled, smiling shyly in response.
"May I?", he asked, wanting consent before he did anything else.
She nodded, gently bringing his hands to meet her petite chest.

Mani let out a little gasp, loving how his hands felt on her breasts. He took his thumbs, rubbing where her nipples were against the white fabric.
"O-Oh god", she moaned softly, looking Jimin right in his pretty orbs.

"Can you take off your shirt for me, love?", she questioned, tugging on it gently.
He didn't answer right away, because he was scared.
Si-hoon used to say his body was disgusting and didn't need to be seen by any other girl, not even her. Her pleasure was all she cared about, not his.

"Hey, look at me", Jimin looked at her with anxious eyes, his eyes starting to feel with tears again.
"We'll take it as slow as you need. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to. Would be taking it off for you help?", she hummed. He nodded, letting out a breath that relaxed him back into a calm state.

Armani began to help him take off his shirt, throwing it somewhere in his room. A smile formed on her lips, stunned by the pretty sight in front of him.
His tattoos were his best features, they topped it all. His pale but soft skin glistening from the evening sun peaking through his curtains.

"So beautiful my love", she mumbled, kissing from his neck, to his collarbone, and his stomach.
She intertwined their hands together, her kisses making their way to his neck.

"Your gorgeous, your pretty, your handsome, your everything and more. Your not disgusting, your beautiful just the way you are. You hear me?", Jimin nodded, tears rolling down his cheeks. He's never been praised so much for his body, it made him become so emotional in the moment.

For so long he lost that confidence, that self love for himself. But now, Armani was there to help him heal. To gain that confidence back.

"Such a pretty angel".

A/n

Ha! No smut for you yet;)

It will happen soon in the next few chapters, I just thought a fluffy chapter would be something you all would enjoy:}
LOVE YOUU<333