"let go of me" i tried to pull away. "come on now
lily, we have to be quick you don't want your
boyfriend finding out the truth, do you?"
he smirked. i gulped. "let go of me." "be
quiet" he slapped me.
—
"t, are you okay you've been quiet all day?"
mitchel kissed my shoulder. i put my phone
down. "yeah, i'm just tired and sad it's our
last day here" i sat up. "i know love, but
after me and the boys get this album done
we can go anywhere" he smiled. "that's sounds
good to me" i kissed his cheek.
me and mitchel were currently laying by the pool,
it was our last day here in hawaii. i was sad that
we were leaving but the fact that i had a dream
about mitchel finding the truth put me in a
bad mood. "talia, come here" mitchel said.
i looked up from reading my book. he was in
the pool with a grin on his face. i put my book
down and got up.
"i want to have a pool in my house" mitchel frowned.
"why? so you can dunk me under the water every-
day?" i asked. he smiled. "maybe, maybe not who
knows."
me and mitchel went out for dinner, which was
so good. it was gonna be our last alone time for
awhile, since i'm going back to new york and
the boys will be around.
me and mitchel shared a brownie, which was
amazing. "what do you want to do now?" mitchel
asked rubbing my hand with his thumb. "mmm,
i think you should decide since i've been deciding
a lot on this trip, it isn't fair for you" i smiled.
"okay.....but i like when you decide, your ideas
are normally better than mine" he looked at me.
"fine, i'll decide." he kissed my cheek. "okay
we're gonna go back to the room, get in the
pool for awhile, we're gonna shower and then
we'll see on from there."
—
me and mitchel were currently back in la.
we got back from hawaii last night, i was sad
that we weren't there anymore but i was glad to
be sleeping in my own bed. i've tried to bring
me going back to new york up many times but
he keeps either interrupting me and talking about
something completely different or he tells me
one second and then we just both forget about it.
it can be annoying at times because i don't want
anything to happen between us again, it has
failed for us many times and i don't wanna fail
again, but there is a very high chance of that
happening and i don't like thinking about it.
i blared some taylor swift through my apartment
while getting ready. i was getting lunch with my
manager, mitchel was still in bed, i didn't know if
he was awake or not.
i finished up my makeup and decided to do my
hair. mitchels arms wrapped around me, i looked
at him through the mirror and smiled. i put down
my hair curler and turned around to him.
"good morning" he smiled. "good morning, did
you sleep well?" i kissed the front of his shoulder.
he wrapped his arms around me. "i slept okay,
i need to go back to my apartment and see the
boys" he said. "okay, i'm going to most likely
gone for the whole day" he pulled away from
me. "what? why" he asked. "i have a few meetings
and then i'm going to get dinner with a designer"
i looked up at him. "so, i'll see you tomorrow then?"
he asked again. "yeah, most likely i'm sorry i'm so
busy today, i didn't even know about this until
i got a email from my manager late last night,
you were sleeping" i cupped his face and pecked
his lips. i walked past him and walked over to
my wardrobe. i had no clue what i was going
up wear.
i walked back into my bathroom, mitchel was
brushing his teeth. "what time will are you
leaving?" he asked. "not too sure, i have around
2 hours" i replied. "okay." he finished brushing
up his teeth. he slowly pushed me against
the wall. "mitchel......" i made strong eye
contact with him. "yes love?" he replied.
"what are you doing" i gulped. "nothing" he
put his hand up my thigh. "why do you think
i want to do something?" he questioned.
"um- i, no no-fuck mitchel" i closed my eyes.
"good girl" he softly kissed my neck, i was
already so weak for him. he continued kissing
down my body, wearing a mini dress probably
wasn't the best idea. i softly whimpered.
his lips met my inner thigh. my breathing was
shaky. "mitchel" i breathed out. he stood
back up. his finger met my clit. i moaned.
"you are so pretty" mitchel said before kissing
my lips, him kissing me made me more weak
for him. his fingers met my folds, he slid in 2
fingers. i moaned loudly. "i'm going to finger
fuck, until you come okay love? he whispered
in my ear, his fingers working there way inside
me. i moaned.
my phone was on the bathroom counter, it was
buzzing like crazy. i pulled away from mitchels
lips. "i have to get that" i said. he nodded his
head and passed me my phone. it was my
manager. i answered it. mitchels fingers were
still moving inside of me, this was gonna be
tough. "h-hi" i stuttered. "yeah, hi. i'm sick
so i cancelled all your meetings and dinner tonight
they are rescheduled to next week" she spoke
into the phone. i put my forehead against his
chest. i took a deep breath. "yeah, that's all
good" i replied slowly. "are you okay?" "just
fine" "alright see you soon." i hung up. mitchel
took the phone off me and put it back down.
"im not holding back now love, you better be
ready for it."
he hovered over me and softly kissed my lips.
i needed him so bad. he trailed down my body.
he pulled my underwear down with his teeth,
holy fuck, i can't hold any of this in. his tongue
was inside of me. "mitchel" i moaned. "you
taste so good" he breathed out. he was licking
every inch inside of me.
