One step to love

Forgiving

"he never loved you,never ever Neymar.You just romanticised your relationship in your head,then why are you sad because of his lovestory with Antonella?He is not gay.And even if he is he doesn't likes you."

Voice in Neymar head began to be louder due the after-winning party.He just have known about Messi and Antonella being together and it ruined all his hopes about him and Leo.It was rain in his soul.
Hurt.
Brokeness.
Pain.
Anger.
Regret.
Neymar left all and went to separate room.He sat on the floor and just stared at wall crying.

Someone entered the room,it was Leo

-Oh dude,why are you here?Wait...are you crying?!

Asked Messi looking at Neymar and pretending like all their nights together not exist

-Obviously not.

Sarcastically answer came to Leo

-Hey,it's gonna be fine...What's the matter?Who or what causes your tears?

He sat down near his "friend" and kept staring at him

-it's...just forget .

Neymar used his hands to dry his face from tears

-Is it because my and Anto?We are still good friends with you

Straightly asked Leo,he was so serious

Ney stayed quite.He just afraid of leo think he is dumb because of hoping them to be together

-I can never be just friends with you.
maybe because your eyes,
remind me of the nights we spent together ,i cant look in eyes i once saw a future together in and pretend to see nothing,Leo...

Tears was dropping from his face,now his hazel eyes was even more shiny in the moonlight

-But...why me,Ney?..

Quirky asked Leo and looked at the window

-Why?...you melted my heart
even when it was so cold that no one dared to glance at it.
you made it warm, without even a touch.
not everybody has that effect on me.
but you do.You do and I swear I love this effect.I love you stay over at my house.I love us playing FIFA and eating snacks...

Sobbed Neymar and the tears frozen on his eyes.He looked ant Leo

-It was a lie Ney...I lied.We are still just friends with anto.I just...just wanted you to keep distance from me.I'm just not sure.

-Why...?

Nearly soundless asked Neymar

-I thought maybe i did something ,maybe you just realized I'm not the best.
maybe i hurt you,maybe i'm the bad guy,
maybe you're better off without me,maybe I was afraid of my feelings...

Leo still was looking at the window,he felt guilty about Neymar tears.He continued his speech

-it was the first time I have been asked about you by Suarez.and I did not know how to react.
-"when did your feelings start to
grow?"-he asked me after my another sleep over by you and my eyes was so happy.
an empty answer followed that question.
an awkward silence, and a smile in my face.This smile opened him the truth.I just...I'm sorry Neymar...I'm sorry my love...

Leo turned to him and caught him in a hug.

-You know Leo...I'm not mad.I just can't be mad at you... I am trying to say is that when I was younger I prayed quiet as a breath for a boy who looked like kindness and felt like home
and my God,
how you are him...

And they kissed.
It was a sorry kiss and a forgiving kiss.
It was a kiss of love and promises be always forever.