"Can I be him?"
Chel's POV
"Let's just go home"
Win whisper to my ear ..
"She don't care about your presence"
Win added .. Actually kanina pa niya yan sinabi sakin but I always tell him to stop and I stayed ..
"Urgh Chel it's been a week .. Ginawa mona lahat mapansin kalang but she keep ignoring your presence.. Hindi man siya nagrereklamo pag malapit ka sa kanya but can't you see the signs na mas importante yong presence ni Art"
That's hurt and I knew that ..
"Isipin mo naman sarili mo .. You're not a toy para walang puso at hindi masaktan .. Chel tara na .."
He dragged me but I remove his hand..
"Teh parang awa mona wag mo ko tularan.. Sobrang sakit sa huli"
I look at him and saw his tears falling into his cheeks ..
"Win .. What happened?"
He just smiled and wipe his own tears ..
"Hindi ako aalis dito hangga't dimo sinasabi ano nangyare"
I said para tignan niya ko ng masakit..
"What happened?"
I repeatedly asked the question ..
"Wala na kami"
A crack voice came out on his mouth ..
"He said he want to have a family and a girl caught her attention na.. He also added that he loved me so much but he can't be with me anymore"
Then a tears fall down again on his eyes .. I feel sorry for him .. Lumapit ako sa kanya tsaka pinunasan yong luha niya ..
"Kahit gaano pala tayo kamahal nong tao kong yong dahilan ng pang-iwan niya sayo ay kelangan mo tanggapin kasi hindi mo naman maibibigay sa kanya .. I feel like ang hirap ko mahalin .. Bakit ba kasi ang unfair ng mundo.. Gusto lang naman natin magmahal diba .. Gusto lang naman natin magtagal satin yong taong yon .. Pero yong pagtatagal niyo palang yon sa iba padin magpapakasal.."
This time bigla akong napatingin kay Ema .. She was happily talking to Art .. I smiled but broken on the inside ..
"Kaya ikaw isipin mong mabuti .. Ema is not bisexual.. Straight padin yan.. Masasaktan ka pag pinagpilitan mo pa sarili mo"
Win hold my hand ..
"Alam ko na masasaktan talaga tayo pag nagmamahal pero kung pinakita na sayo ng taong yon na ayaw na talaga sayo itigil mona.. Chel month na lumipas bago yong pag-amin niya na gusto ka niya and yong month na wala ka sa tabi niya malay mo nakapag isip isip siya at sa month na wala ka ibang araw don si Art ang nagpasaya at komempleto sa dapat ikaw ang gumawa .."
I don't know what to say .. I was stuck on my spot looking at Ema and Art happily talking..
"Hindi kita pinipilit iwasan siya .. Gusto ko lang marealize mo na she's still straight"
I turn around to look at him ..
"Kamusta ka?"
I asked him .. He was surprised by my question for changing the topic ..
