insouciance;
/ɪnˈsuːsɪəns/
it is when you've lost the ability to feel so nothing matters anymore. when you don't get sad anymore, but you don't get happy either. you're absolutely numb.
also known as not caring.
"i'll kill myself with a pitchfork,
and i'm my own worst enemy,
and when i die leave me in the streets,
i want pigeons flying over me,
and i'm a vision to this whole thing,
so i don't care if you don't got any
hope for me."
