Until now, I'm shock of what happened yesterday. I was able to chat someone special to my life. I actually had a great sleep, it's like a dream but it's real. He's just my friend, and yes, I like him before. But I don't know why everytime I see him or he do something even if it's just a small act, I felt something weird. I know I should not feel this way because I'm the one who pushed him to someone else before. I keep distance from him because I know he deserves someone better and that's not me. Now we're still friends and I'm happy and thankful with that, and I don't wanna ruin our friendship just because of this nonsense feeling I have.
I remembered the old times, the memories, the bond, the laughter, the sadness, stories we share.
Loving someone and to be love by someone is such a great experience. But loving is not always that great. One must sacrifice for others to be happy. And not everyone has happy endings but anyone can be happy.
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I'm In Pain
RandomThis is about my own experience, I wrote this to be my own kinda personal diary,., So, if you don't like it it's ok If you read this please don't pity me cause I don't like it when someone pity me. I'm sorry if there are some wrong grammar in this...
