renzi pov
i woke up not feeling legend inna bed wit me i got up looking around the house i found him inna living room onna couch sleeping i went back upstairs grabbing the teddy bear getting inna bed cuddling wit it letting my tears fall
inna morning
neither one of us said anything to each other which actually hurt my feeling more
he dosent want to be with me anymore
what did i do wrong
my phone ringed snapping me outta my thoughts
" you okay" mk asked me
" yeah" i said
" youn sound like it" he said
" im fine " i said
" every time you say that your not" he said i didnt say anything
" legend home" i said after seeing him go outside to the backyard to smoke
" he coo" he asked
" i wouldnt know we havent talked since he got back" i said
" try talking to him" he said " yall both need each other right know" he said i sighed
" ight imma call you later" i said
" ight love you" he said
" love you too" i said we hung up i put on my slides going outside standing next to him he side eyed me before looking away " what did i do" i questioned he didnt reply " legend" i said onna verge of crying " what did i do why wont you talk to me" i said he eyed me still no reply " do you blame me for-" i stopped as he looked away " oh" i said trying to hold back my tears but i couldnt i walked back inna house and began to cry
was this really my fault
i couldnt remember what happened that day it was a blurr
did i kill her
i started gasping for air i was having a panic attack i tried to calm my self down tryna think on something else tryna control my breathing i started getting light headed to the point i passed out
i opened my eyes seeing legend sitting onna side off me i looked at what he was hold i was the pills i was supposed to be taking
" you aint been taking yo shit" he said looking at me before sitting it down onna nightstand i sat up as he got up
" what did i do" i asked
" nothing" he said
" then why are you acting like this i cried for a whole month not sleeping barely eating crying die and night wishing you was here to hold me i get it your hurt but im fucking hurt to that was my fucking baby also you wasnt the one carrying her inside you i was ive been losing my mind " i said he stared at me
" her" he said at that point i can see all types of emotion hit him he sat onna bed
" yeah" i said more quieter " it was a girl" i said it was quiet
" ian leave cause i thought you killed it" he finally said " i couldnt handle it everything in my fucking life is leaving me bruh" he said i went over to him sitting onna side of him
" legend" i said making him look at me " im not going nowhere" i said i broke me when he started crying i hugged him he pulled me on his lap squeezing me he laid back i played in his hair
