Our Story

Part 28

Yuxin Pov
Its finally our rest time. Its free time after some word guessing game. Crew said our recording tape already enough and we can have our rest time. So, I go to my room and lay down in my bed. To be honest, I feel bit sick. Just a bit. And it's like I am bit tired and wanna lay down all day. Its good we don't have schedule today. And then I close my eyes, cause I am feeling comfortable in my bed.

"Yuxin"I open my eyes after that bit loud voice. Ah, when I am finally can rest a bit. Who? I grunt but still get up from my bed. I am feeling bit heavy to carry my body myself. Ah, seems I am really sick.

"Hi, ready for grocery task?" Justin face popped out after I open the door. Oh, he is. Why my brain thinking it's must be another person?

"Remember our task after lost in game?"

"Ah yeah" I open my eyes bigger. Its bit heavy. I can't concentrate when he is talking. I gather my consciousness, he is right. I lose when we play word games. That 'game hole' title just back to me again. Maybe I can tell him I am sick. I am not in good mood now. Seems my body bit heavy too. Ah, not. I can't let go of my responsibility.

"I need to change first"

"Ok, I will waiting in the living room" I close the door when finally Justin walk to the stair. And grab my sweater and put some sunscreen. I don't have to put some make up cause it's just like vlog, I think? Or not? Ah, I can't remember many things now. I grab my wallet and ready to go. I walking towards the stair and all of door is closed, include Yibo door. Of course Xiao door too.

"Okay, lets go" I am walking to the car and Justin just start running the machine. And car just walking now.

"I will set up the camera"

"Let's just doing that at the store"

"Are you sure?" I look at his face when he said that. My hands still on our camera

"Yeah, I wanna talk to you. And I don't like it's airing in recording" Hmm, I look away and focus on the street. I got some hurt sensation in my head. Ah, this is not good.

"How your feelings, Yuxin?"

"Ha?" He seems bit surprised by my sudden reply. Don't blame me, his question just smells fishy for me.

"Yeah, I am good. Particularly"

"You are comfortable with this show?" What's that mean?

"Hmm. Yeah. I am okay"

"Not feeling nervous? I read in your early days, you are not comfortable with camera around you?" I look at him for some minute. Ah, seems he look up on my profile. How to react for this? I don't have an idea.

"For now yeah. I am learning"

"You can ask me if you have trouble" I look at him and smile awkwardly. He is younger than me, right? I search for info about him in my brain. Why he act soo maturely with me? Its bit strange.

"Oh, really?"And both of us growing silent again

"You know Cheng Cheng, right?" I look from aside. Seems I got headache. Can I ask him to let me sleep until we arrived at store? I am feeling not in good mood to answer question right now. I am sleepy.

"Yeah"

"I asked him about you" So? I hold my mouth to said that. He said it while smiling. And I answer that with more awkward smile too. How to convo with new person again? Why is it suddenly give me pressure like this?

"He tells me you are really a warm person and really fun to be with"Ah, uncomfortable. I don't like when people judge me early like that. Its give me pressure to act like one.