tired

I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.

But I know I can't sleep yet.
For the things I have done have me in debt.
I lay restless but can't keep my crusted eyes open.
I feel rage and discomfort I feel dread and sorrow.
I may not be here tomorrow.

Fuck your opinion.
No let me listen
Fuck you
Sure I'll listen

You hold me tight but I feel so alone and no it's nothing you've done it's my mind that loves tricks.
You've given me the world and a heart I adore but I've fallen like sticks.

Forgive me for the pain I've caused you
Maybe just a wound or two?

I'm sorry I'm blue
I'm sorry this is new
I'm tired of living
Maybe I can keep you living

Fuck I'm such a sorry prick
Im sorry I'm such a dick
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Maybe I need to reflect

Why am I here
Just to live in fear?
I love you my dear
I'm sorry that you shed my tear.