Collide | Kylian Mbappé

Chapter 25

l've been laying in my bed staring blankly up at the ceiling.l'm debating on whether or not l should get up and check if Kylian is still in the apartment.

That  time when l walked out the kitchen with Isaac l could feel l was about to have a breakdown.So l left him in the lounge and rushed here in my bedroom.

l hear a soft knock on my bedroom door.
"Can I come in?"He asks lowly.

It's Kylian and he is still here l thought he left.I don't answer because why is he knocking for , he is supposed to just enter.

After some moments .The door slowly opens and he enters with his gaze fixed on me.l can't read his face expression .He reaches to the bed and climb in and sits up with his back against the headboard.

"Hey ."He says lowly looking down at me.l slowly get up and also lean my back against the headboard beside him.

"l'm sorry for leaving Isaac alone in the lounge."My voice is bit cracking.At this point l don't know if l'm apologising for how overreacted in the kitchen and accused him cheating or what .But did l overreact ?Who wouldn't do the same if they were to find a picture of their man cosy with a girl .l have been always suspicious about this Emma so seeing those pictures just made me lose it.

"It's okay , l managed to order the pizza and he ate now he's sleeping on the couch.Your pizza is in the warmer in the kitchen."He says staring at the blank TV screen on the wall.

"Merci .."l say lowly.l start feeling bad maybe l didn't have to overreact like that .l should've just asked him about the pictures.

He turn to face me. "I gave you some time to calm down .Do you want to talk about it now?"He looks into my eyes.

l nod looking into his eyes.l hate the fact that looking into his soft brown eyes is making me forget everything , l feel defeated.

"Pia l'm really disappointed , you can't just see pictures then jump into conclusions that l'm cheating on you.Why are you doing this to yourself ?You have been crying hard look at your puff eyes , for what ? That l hung out with my friend?"He sighs.

"Kylian .."l say out but he cuts me.

"Hakimi's wife is the one who invited Emma at that match because they are also friends.I was at the match with Hakimi and l didn't know that his wife was coming with Emma .When they came Hakimi swapped seats with Emma and sat at back with his wife and Emma sat beside me.Even you check those pictures you can clearly see Hakimi was in the back with his wife.I was just sitting there with Emma catching up  we haven't seen each other in a while since she wasn't in Paris for over a year now she just came back last month..."

"Kylian..."

"No Pia let me finish.Hakimi and l went to the amusement park to just accompany Hakimi's wife and Emma but they ended up forcing us to ride with them.At first l didn't even want to but just did because l was not gonna stand there."

l don't know if l should believe what Kylian is saying or what.He can say Emma is just his friend but there something that makes me think twice .That time at the dinner when l told him that Neymar said l should tell him that Emma is in the city.I remember well his reaction.
His fork immediately dropped from his hands.
He kept on adjusting himself in the seat.
He asked me "What exactly did Neymar say to you"
I tried to look into his eyes but he looked away avoiding my gaze.
Maybe l'm thinking deep into this ...they are just friends.

I look into his eyes and remain silent.

"Emma is a good friend of mine for years.Just friends nothing more.You have to  trust me Pia."He gently grab my hands.