I am sorry
for my future lover
I am sorry
for my future husband
You made the mistake of loving me
So ...
I am sorry
for my future person
because choosing me was a mistake
I love too hard
and I fall too fast
All it ever becomes is an obsession
So ...
I am sorry
for whoever gets too close
and makes the mistake of becoming my favorite person
Because just as easily as I live for you
I would also die in your name
And I know that isn't fair
But neither is my life
Neither is loving someone so much that they feel suffocated
or growing so attached that he's on my mind every second
I feel butterflies in my stomach
and my heart tells me it's love ...
But what happens when things go wrong ?
When I don't get a text for two hours
or moods change ?
When ... things change
That's when loving me becomes a nightmare
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My Poetry
PoetryPoetry in the life of a 16 year old My journey dealing with BPD , anxiety , love , and life . Not a very helpful book , and not the most beautifully written , but still my own words , all the same .
