~ Short Poetic Lines ~

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This is to my best friend.

You are the most amazing person I have ever met, honestly. I don't know what I'd do without you in my life and I'm so grateful that you are. You have never let me down or made me feel useless. You have never left me out or made me feel like a fool. I'm so grateful that you are my best friend that I can't even explain it. At school I can't wait to get home and wait for you to come home. When I have free time I can't wait to play games with you. You are one of the best people I have ever met. You can make me laugh even in my darkest moments, you can make me happy when I'm at the lowest point in my life. You make me so happy that I overwhelm with all of it. You listen to me when I talk about stuff or my problems to you. No words can explain how happy I am for that. With you I can feel like myself and be happy as being a little weird, cause we both are in a fun way. I wish I could give you the world, the whole universe, the multiverse, everything that exists and doesn't exist. I wanna give you everything I own, I could give you my life if you were dying. When I'm busy I get upset because you get upset, and when I think I did something wrong because I blame myself too much I get stressed and wants to cry. I wanna be your best friends my whole life and I don't want anything to stop us from that. I never wanna see you cry because of me cause I wouldn't be able to handle that. I'm sorry if I ever let you down, I'm sorry if I ever didn't give enough attention, I'm sorry if I ever pointed out a insecurity, I'm sorry if I've made you feel left out. I'm sorry if I've ever hurt you in any way. I don't want to. You are a best friend I could only imagine in my dreams before. You are like a person someone sent to save me from everything. If you wouldn't have been here I would have been dead by now, honestly. I don't know what worst, you leaving me or death. Probably you leaving me, because that basically is death. If you ever think you have hurt me in any way, no you never have. Sometimes I even feel like I give too little attention and I hate it. I wanna give you everything. If anyone even tries to fucking hurt you, they are so dead. I'm already on my way with a lighter, knife, gun, everything. Cause the motherfucker is already dead before they can even look at me. Sometimes I imagine us meeting up, or even me moving to where you live and we go to same school. I dream of us meeting and having the best time ever. Those are probably my favourite dreams. I wanna give you all the nicknames in the world and I wanna give you the multiverses biggest hug ever. You are my best friend and you will always be. No matter if you leave me or not, you always will. I hope you will never leave me, I don't think I can handle that. I'm so grateful that we met, 2022 December 21, because that day I think my whole life changed to the better. I may be often sad and it's because I'm going through a hard time, but I don't want that to stop our friendship at all. Time goes by fast and we have been friends for almost 3 months. Those 3 months have been some of the best in my whole entire life, even though I have had my huge downfalls, because you were there. I love you so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so much that words can't even explain it. Please never leave me.

I love you so much and I always will. <3