The Planet of Humans and dolphins

Chapter 10 Chase the beetle!

"Why don't you take the chorizo plate? Today's best recommendation."Toby, the cook, asked from the counter with his usual smile."I've been having a bit of a stomach heavy lately, It's because of the meal you cooked well.""Thank you for saying that."It was never flattery.More than half of the foodstuffs brought into the facility were ready-made processed foods cooked at other factories.They were taken out of cans and bags, and when they were in Toby's hands, they turned into magical dishes.I took some plates and put them on a tray, and finally received a chapati from another cook, Ahmad."Master prefers Pakistani chapati to Yankee chorizo.""What the hell, you insult American food?""I think chorizo was Italian food.""Oh? I knew it. You intellectuals know a lot."The two aren't arguing. It's the usual their conversation.The two have something in common. It was the loss of the restaurant they ran two years ago."But others have worse. I didn't have to bear the debt."Many of the friends and acquaintances in the area lost their places due to the bankruptcy of housing finance, also Toby and Ahmad's restaurants could not maintain their business.These similar circumstances made the two hit it off together from the first time they metIn Trauden, not only the food they cooked, but also their talkative was the pleasure of this lunchtime."Well, the pay here isn't bad, and I'll save money and start over.""At that time, please come to my eatery."Two men were cheerfully doing the kitchen work to rebuild the diner and the Pakistani restaurant, respectively.When he got to the seat, Ed, a senior at work, sat down next to him."You shouldn't talk to the cook too much.""We make small talk. it's just chatting.""I hope so. we never know where or how be going to get tripped up, just in case."This Ed was the benefactor who introduced me to employment here.Even after graduating from university, he couldn't find a technical job, and for two years had no choice but to work as a courier at a transportation company.Like the case of Toby and Ahmad, it was not a little affected by the mortgage bankruptcy.While I was still sulking under these circumstances, one acquaintance introduced him to Ed, saying, "A guy is looking for a job in information processing."Both Toby and Ahmad are also undergoing a body check and personal belonging check when entering and leaving. It is forbidden to hand over goods to two people or to give information such as each other's addresses."I'm sorry I can't give master a Christmas card."we had exchanged such words before.They know upfront this facility belongs to the military and is a department that handles intelligence.However, the two will never know what they are doing here.they didn't realize that snooping on the contents of information exchanged on the Internet around the world.Even for technical staff, the checks at the time of entering and leaving were strict.It was not allowed to go out for lunch, so there was a dining room inside the facility.Given the number of non-disclosure agreements signed upon admission, Trauden still feels pressured.After lunch, when he returned to the booth, he noticed that the matter had kept trying to investigate disappeared from the screen of the terminal.At the same time, he noticed that there was one new arrival in the message tab of the groupware. It also has an urgent mark.Trauden opened it, the content was the interview.He went to the chief with a tense, and he said, "Oh, I've heard that, but it's not mine. go to the director's office,".The chief indicated the location of the director's office.With further tension, he knocked on the door of director Enrique's office.Prompted by the voice "Please get in.", when I entered, Director Enrique raised his face from the screen of the terminal and cast his eyes."Have a seat, Trauden."he'd seen the director from a distance, but this was the first time Trauden met him face-to-face.He is a person who has no contact with a terminal employee like me.What kind of requirement was it?"Your first name is Josh. can I call you Josh?"Director Enrique was a person with a gentle voice.Perhaps the material he has is my name and background.And calling by the first name may be the usual practice to close the distance in these situations.And the director must have known that I would be thinking that way."Josh, how long have you been here?""It's 3 months"Trauden remembered the days since he started working at this institution.After two years of a courier business that wasn't what he wanted, finally got an information technology job.When Ed first invited me to a job, I didn't think it was an espionage job.Perhaps he intentionally hid it."How about your job here?""Yes, it's perfect. I find it rewarding...""Rewarding?" What am I talking about?"I'm impressed with your work, this country is wrong, that a man like you couldn't get a job two years out of college?"Trauden did not feel happy when he was so praised, nor did he know how to respond.Trauden was at a loss for an answer, so the director continued."The deal you picked up yesterday was a credit. Other staff members might have overlooked it."For a moment, Trauden didn't know which one it was referring to but soon realized that it was a matter that had been unknowingly deleted from the list of his terminal.Reading Trauden's expression, the director said."Yes, that's it. we removed it from your list because others will take it over, I'm sorry pulled your file before notifying you.""No, I don't care."Trauden replied solemnly, but there was something that caught him inwardly.But in the last three months, he knew how the style of this institution.No response other than "Yes" is allowed to commands and instructions from above.And in fact, Trauden's work was excellent.In the current Internet society, there are a huge number of A-class cases such as terrorism and subversive, and cases requiring checks such as hate and criticism of the government.This facility alone did not cover all observation targets and all observation cases.Targets with low grades will be missed from the check.The email that Trauden noticed was sent by someone marked in the past, but it wasn't something that would be picked up as a matter of concern just by reading it.Still, the newcomer, who had only worked for more than three months, sniffed something camouflaged by the sender hidden in the email."Surely he has been here for a reason"Director Enrique muttered at the back of his mind."So..."The director opened his mouth."How much did you see the contents of the information?"To that question, Trauden felt something like a sharp knife, contrary to the director's gentle look.It's not a good idea to lie here.Trauden, who instantly decided so, had no choice but to comment to reveal the truth."Yes, I saw it, but I didn't see it in every corner, wasn't it wrong?"Trauden waited for the director's reaction, worried that the voice had been a shrill."No, you don't have to worry about it, because don't know what to do without looking at the content."While Director Enrique was searching for the next words to say, the newcomer asked the question first."That... I don't think the content is antisocial. I just kept it as a temporary matter...""Damn it! whippersnapper tend quickly be cocky!"Enrique knew that he should act according to the manual.A phrase often used in spy dramas.Use this phrase now to the newcomer who asks this annoying question."Trauden, you are not allowed to ask questions about it."It's not a drama, we're a real intelligence agency.But for some reason, I couldn't say that phrase.At the next moment, I was uttering unexpected words or words."Yes, the content is about improving the efficiency of solar power generation."The file attached to the e-mail described the materials and catalysts of the anode and cathode used for the power generation element, their mixing ratio, and the baking method.If it were put into practical use, the amount of solar power generation could be amplified 5 to 6 times the current amount.Trauden knew he was asking a dangerous question.At the same time, he understood the reason why the director was stuck in reply.Trauden heard the dirty rumors of this institution less than a week after he joined.Information that is detrimental to the military, some government agencies, and some politicians will be monitored.It is putting social pressure on the source of that information.If the amount of solar power generated increases five to six times, the value of fossil fuel power generation will decline, and in some cases, it may become completely unnecessary.It seems that there is a faction that wants to avoid that and protect vested interests.To cover the target's mouth, they grasp and prepare for weaknesses such as fraudulent accounting, sex scandals, drug use of target's children and relatives, sometimes hints at it, and sometimes threatening.Another staff had previously picked up technical concerns, Trauden wondered why it was necessary, and asked his senior Ed."No matter how disadvantageous it is to some people, what if such a technology is first developed and announced in another country? I think that's a big loss for this country?""Hey, what do you think this is where we can catch net data from around the world? this institution has access to any organization in any country. do everything below the surface. they can do both threatening and sabotage anonymously."Fortunately, Trauden and other researchers are not in charge of it.Those who are willing to do dirty work in other sections that Trauden and others do not know will do it."In the world of the internet, there are no borders."Ed's cynical tone left an impression on Trauden.Trauden looked in the face of Director Enrique."The data on the efficiency of power generation is fake. Target is trying to market this technology and commit fraud, the sender also has a history of prosecution. We need to prevent it."The director looked at Trauden's eyes without hesitation.Director Enrique also had a paradoxical feeling.It's been less than three years since this institution, this facility, was founded.Initially, it should have been launched as an information-gathering institution for anti-terrorists.It is an institution with a high philosophy to protect the lives of citizens from evil terrorist activities to protect world peace.But now it has become a pork-barrel device for a few sects.Enrique's military policy has been shattered, and he has been working unwillingly to cling to his disability pension.This newcomer's line of sight may be asking the contradiction.To my deception, he will never be fooled."Yes, this country is really doing something wrong..."But Enrique told him what should say."As I said, others will take over this matter. You must forget everything about it. Trauden."What could have been done other than Trauden answering "yes"?After all, Enrique called Josh his first name only at the beginning of the conversation.The director adds a new comment with a poor excuse."I have given you incentives at my discretion. it will be reflected in next month's charge. it's a small amount but you could allot it to the payment of your student loan."Trauden was confused by the unexpected words but felt that the director was terminating the conversation.Trauden got up from the chair.Since the "No Child Left Behind Act" came into effect five years ago, personal academic data has been passed on to the military.I'm sure they know not only my grades at public school but also the remaining repayment of my loan after that."Get back to your work soon. and, forget everything you know about the case.""Yes, I'll agree as you say."Without looking at the director's face, Trauden returned just one phrase and went through the office door.After, staff who are in a higher position than me will mark the trend of that case.Did I pick up the information and seal one technology that might be beneficial to the world?Thinking about it, I almost feel remorse.However, the unrealistic operation of the monitor has an effect, diluting my own actions, and my own existence."It's possible that the theory is an unrealizable desk theory, even if it's not for fraud as the director says.　It will not reach the amount of power generation that is claimed. "I told myself so and convinced myself.It doesn't make sense to dispute, I just lose my job here.The sender, the proponent of that technical theory, was banished from public office two years ago.I checked it on my home PC after I got home last night, not on my work terminal.I can't let the same thing happen to me.Was he banished because by any backroom campaign?And the person who received the email is just a dolphin researcher.How will that case turn out in the future now that it is out of my hands?Trauden returned to his booth, thinking vaguely of such things. - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - One hour before the lunch break was spent practicing chorus and recitation at the graduation event.Max, who joined the chorus team, saw that Daniel's enthusiasm for practicing and the lively expression face,It's another side of Daniel.Just two weeks from now, on Friday, was the graduation ceremony.Tomorrow was the last day of May, and the sunny weather continued ahead of the summer and began to hear reports of concerns about water shortages.After practice, we met up with Marlo and David from the recitation team and had lunch in the cafeteria."What will we do after lunch?"Next Monday, they had a basketball test in gym class, so three agreed to Marlo's suggestion that should practice layup shoot, and the four of them headed to the gymnasium.In the corridor leading to the gymnasium, something suddenly appeared at the edge of Max's sight."Oh! It's a beetle!"At the same time as Max said such a word, he started running toward it."I'll catch it a while!"Max said, turning around with just his neck, without stopping his legs."Quit acting like an elementary school student.""We're still elementary school students."David muttered, and Daniel pointed out."I know! I meant like a lower grade! so, we'll graduate in two weeks, right ?!"As usual, David snapped at Daniel in a rugged tone.But Marlo, who was listening next to them, noticed that the voice was a little softer than before."I like insects, but I wonder why I'm chasing, I have to go back early and go to the gym..."Leaving Marlo and the others behind, Max felt strange while chasing the beetle.″And that's weird, I feel like I've been chasing beetle like this recently too..."It must have been a memory of a much smaller event.Max convinced himself so and kept chasing after the beetle.At first, I thought it was a beetle, but when the distance was reduced, it figured out to be a longhorn beetle.The longhorn beetle drifted in front of the school building, passed through the courtyard, and flew to the back of the school building.It turned the corner, Max also went up the corner.But there was no figure ahead of Max, after turning the corner."Did the longhorn beetle stick to the building　wall and miss it and pass by?"Max thought that should go back to everyone, but for some reason, he felt that it was better to keep looking for the longhorn beetle.Max went around the back of the school building, but he couldn't find it anywhere.Max completely lost sight of it, so he decided to round it up.But in the end, Max decided to turn one more corner and round it up if he still couldn't find it.As it turned out, there was no figure of the longhorn beetle.Instead, a boy was crouching with his knees in his arms.As Max approached, found that his back was quivering and the boy was sobbing."Are you okay?"When Max called out, the boy raised his face.It was a face that Max remember.At that time, he was the one who helped from Ned in the hallway.The boy did not answer and kept crying with his face on his knees."Also I hate being seen crying too..."Max was wondering if he should leave the place but felt like he couldn't leave it alone, so he called again."Perhaps Ned has done something to you again?"The child shook his face, still buried in his knees.The boy was sobbing and talking to Max, saying that he had fallen a paper bag and smashed the containing lunch and couldn't eat.Max was relieved to find out that the reason he was crying wasn't that he was meant by Ned or someone."I'll buy you something"When Max touched the prepaid card in his chest pocket with his fingertips and checked it, Max hurried to the cafeteria.At this time, there should still be something left.Fortunately, when Max got a sandwich that wasn't sold out yet, he wrapped it in a paper napkin and ran back.The boy was told by his mother not to eat anything with additives, but Max persuaded him, "It's okay, try it."The boy shyly started eating sandwiches.The boy said, "My name is Satoru."Max asked him, "Isn't it Satoshi?"Max knew that the Japanese name for Pokemon's main character, Ash, was Satoshi.And he told Max that the name of the main character of the Pokemon was one letter different.He told me Satoru and Satoshi both are common names in Japan.Since Satoru is small, Max thought he was in a lower grade at first, but Satoru was in the same fifth grade.″Satoru looks like he's going to disappear if I take my eyes off him for a while,″ Max thought.Although Satoru was a slow talker, Max began to understand his situation as listened to his story.The foot orthotic device is due to a childhood illness.His parents are in divorce mediation and are temporarily renting a house owned by his mother's acquaintance.Satoru only came to the school occasionally.It was decided to return to Japan as soon as the procedure was completed.Max learned that Satoru was crying not just because his lunch was ruined.And the reason why he transferred to school just before graduation.Satoru said in a few words that he didn't want to get divorced if possible, and that he didn't want to go back to Japan, because there is Spiteful Bullying in Japan."Even in the U.S., there is bullying, at that time, you had to be pushed by Ned."Satoru said that Japanese bullying is different from American bullying.Satoru could not explain well how it was different, and it did not come across clearly to Max."In any scene of Japanese anime, there's no bullying, everyone gets along well and seems to have fun," Max thought.However, it turned out that the boy with teary eyes in front of him had a bigger shackle than just a foot orthotic device.From the other side of the school building, come hear the sounds of students frolicking at lunchtime.In the shaded back of the school building, the time of only two passed as if protected by something."Hey, do you know this?"At the end of the cobblestone paved road connecting the school buildings, there was a lawn and further grassland. In between the grassy area, stones were lying on the ground."There is one stone in there that is calling to me."Recognizing Satoru's quizzical stare, Max hurriedly added."You know the surname Livingstone? That's because people used to know that stones are alive."Satoru still didn't seem to be convinced, but when Max started looking for stones, Satoru sat up and came next to Max.Satoru, who was wearing a foot orthotic, had no problem walking, but it seemed a little difficult to crouch down every time he searched for a stone.Above all, he just stuck there, not knowing how to choose a stone.Max picked up some stones, placed them on both palms, and held them out in front of Satoru."You can choose from these"Max suggested Satoru, who couldn't decide because he was worried."Then, close your eyes and count ten. If there is a stone that looks gleaming slightly after you open your eyes, that's the correct answer."Max himself already had a stone in his pocket that way.This method would not have worked if they had been on the other side of the building in the sun.Satoru, who did exactly as instructed, pointed at a stone and picked it up, unconfidently."We'll exchange it for the stone of my choice. Now we are friends."For some reason, Max was embarrassed to say "let's be friends" normally, so he could only do it in this roundabout way.Perhaps no stone looked gleaming to Satoru.But it's bad to tell Max that, so maybe he just forcibly chose one.But Marlo and others would say that it is ridiculous that the stones would glow.Max was relieved to see Satoru, who had a half-trusted face, put it in his pocket instead of throwing it away.Satoru gave me a small "thank you" when we parted.Max didn't ask if it was for a sandwich treat or for being his first friend at this school. - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - "What are you doing these days?"From the day after talking to Satoru, Max went to Mr. Burns' class every break and repeatedly left without being able to find Satoru there.It was no wonder that Marlo was suspicious of such behavior."I'm going up and down the stairs for strengthening my legs."Mr. Burns' class is one floor down, so it is certainly necessary to go up and down the stairs."Are you planning on joining some kind of athletic club in middle school?""Well, yeah, something like that."For some reason, I didn't feel like telling Marlo and his friends about Satoru.That day, Satoru said would come to school rarely and wouldn't even attend a graduation event.As Satoru said, Max couldn't meet him.After a few days, I finally found Satoru in the classroom and succeeded in calling him to the back of the school building with his signaling eyes and beckoning."There is a Wish Rock. if pray there, anything will come true."Satoru had heard his classmates talking about it, and he knew about Wish Rock.Max intended to connect the words "Would you like to go?", but for some reason, he couldn't say that.Max wanted to help Satoru who didn't want his parents' divorce and didn't want to go back to Japan. But I knew well that I, as a child, had no means. Max thought about that on his own, the only way was to go to Wish Rock.″And I don't think Satoru has ever played or explored like we usually do because of his leg disability.″That's why Max wanted to take Satoru to their world even once.And in such a case, the only means that children can do, "pray," was certainly effective.Next year, they will be 12 years old and in junior high school.This was the borderline year when the magic of childhood still just worked.But the words of the invitation hesitated.Recently, Max has come to think, "I think it's such a childish thing."Even if a friend says "There is no Santa Claus." I can say back, "Maybe there is."But when Satoru told me that "Wish Rock was a superstition." it seemed that everything I had ever believed in, including Wish Rock and Santa Claus, would fall with a loud sound.With Satoru's fragility.So Max was scared to broach the subject.Satoru was a child who hardly spoke.Actually, Satoru also believed in the effect of Wish Rock and waited in his heart for Max to invite him.Satoru tried to put it into words several times, but he couldn't.The interaction between clumsy kids is very tantalizing.Max doesn't know when can meet Satoru again.Maybe today is the last day Satoru came to the school.Now is the only occasion to invite Satoru.Max talked to Satoru about video games and anime for a while with emptiness.But when the words suddenly trailed off, Max abruptly broached."Would you like to go with me? Wish Rock?"Satoru was silent but nodded clearly. - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - + - - The night veil of darkness was completely closed.From through the window, an owl hooting came.Recently, the damage of the rat that was ruining the crops in the vegetable garden has disappeared.That may be due to the act of the owl.Dr. Lilith stopped typing and saved the email draft.He opened the image folder of the notebook PC he was working on and displayed one photo.This is a group photo of all the crews at whale research the other day.An 11-year-old boy stands next to me.I opened another image in the folder two layers below. It's a scan of an old photo.There was also an innocent smile of a boy of the same age."That illustrated encyclopedia is now being used by another kid."Dr. muttered softly and stared at the face of his wife next to the boy.When she was hospitalized, she said, "Don't interrupt your career and income, I'm okay," and thought I should do so.But that's still sophistry.Now I know.At that time, I didn't want to see my wife's illness and going to die.I couldn't bear the mental burden of supporting the lives of my wife and child.My son must have a grudge against me.The proof is that he has stayed in Belgium and makes minimal contact.The boy who always comes to play seems to be graduating from elementary school soon.For the first time in decades, I was aware that there is such a thing as a graduation season.Every time he comes to visit me, I feel as if I have regained some time that did not get in my old home, and I feel both joy and guilt there.About a month ago, I took a walk with Max under the evening sky.At that time, the owl was surely hooting.Perhaps the same individual has expanded its range of activity to this extent."Max, I want to tell you someday."Life only just feels something and accumulates experiences.Everything a person experiences in our lifetime is just a phenomenon.There is neither good nor bad there.There is no justice or evil, no superior or inferior, no pleasant or unpleasant.Whatever life is, just experience it.And the soul is born again and again into this material world, accumulating experiences.In my previous life, I may have been a juvenile laborer forced to work in a coal mine.Maybe he couldn't live until he was 15 because of the harsh environment.In another life, I may have been a lord, had many possessions, surrounded by loved ones, and lived out my life in happiness.Still, there is no difference in happiness or unhappiness between the two lives.The physical senses of the body perceive the unsanitary environment of the mines as bad and the naturally clean air of the lord's domain as good.But for the soul that has left the body, there is no difference between the two.We just "tasted that environment," and that experience is the only thing that will be etched in our souls.It is not that one life is 5 points and the other is 100 points.Both the life of a 15-year-old who suffers from health problems and the life of an 80-year-old who completes his natural life are full of scores in terms of experience.In one life, it might be a baby who was born and died within three days.In one life, it might be a tyrannical king, executing many humans on a whim.In one life, it might be a woman who ended her life without seeing the outside world in a village in the mountains where people stopped coming and going.In one life, it might be a man who has despaired and taken his own life.There is no difference between them, just that they had that experience.Max, I'm sure you will say.There is no evidence of such relife or reincarnation.But it's actually easy to prove.Your cousin Iris was 3 or 4 years old now.Ask her if she remembers what it was like to be in her mother's belly.I am sure she will tell you how it happened and what they were feeling.And if you're lucky, it may tell you where she was before dwelled in her mother's belly and the memories of when she was a bodyless being.If you are even luckier, she might tell you a story about a different life she had before that, as a different person.Iris may have once been royalty in some country or a famous rock singer.Or would she have been a slave forced from Africa to another continent?Did she die at the age of five in the plague in medieval Europe?There is no superiority nor inferiority in any life, only just a series of experiences.Because of good deeds, someone cannot start the next life with the rich.It's not that you have to start with a handicapped body as a punishment for being a murderer who has taken over many people's lives.The rich are good and the disabled are bad, only the physical senses of humans judge so.There are no rewards, returns, or punishments for reincarnation.Just a new body, a new experience awaits.If all experiences are on a par with each other, then paradoxically, it is acceptable to desire a life that is pleasant in this material world, a life that feels happy.If we can make the world a peaceful place, the next time we are reborn, we will be able to start a peaceful life with less suffering in a good society.If you increase discrimination, poverty, and conflict, you will receive it in your next life yourself.If you scatter weapons, will be the victim of it in the next life yourself.The more you monopolize wealth, you will be the poorer majority in the next life, and the harder it will be.Fortunately, you may be rich again, but the odds of being a minority are low.Still, rich and poor, robbers and robbers, neither this life is good nor this life is bad.Any life is just an experience.Ultimately, the experience is nothing more than an electrical signal flowing through the body of the physical world.It is no good or bad there.Still, the universe has one direction, "the creation and expansion of life."Life occurs and continues to exist in any harsh environment.Why is that?The universe wants to experience through the soul.Humanity, or rather the organism, is the gateway that sends its experiences to the universe.The universe creates life and tries to fill it with life.In the direction of the universe, our souls accumulate experiences through the material world and organic life forms.Having a physical body, and swimming in the physical world in the waves of its vibrations.Through the sensory organs, it continues to receive signals emitted by the natural world and vibrations emitted by living organisms and continues to oscillate.Max, you once asked me if souls raise to the sky.Perhaps the souls on this planet will eventually escape gravity and head for other celestial bodies.In this way, they exchange with souls on other planets the information they each carry with them and expand their network of life vibrations and experiences.Generating, diffusing, and connecting, is the purpose of the universe.Anger and sadness are both emotions that should be experienced in life.Yet it has been shown that laughing and being at peace activate the human body's immune system and energize the organism.Then, it can be said that the exchange of fraternizes with joy and peace is in line with the direction of the universe.Our consciousness does not fit into a silicon chip, as science fiction writers once depicted.I think it will come true with an organic body that emits and receives the vibrations of communion.Therefore, we should realize such a world where newly incarnating souls can live in peace with a smile on their faces.If an intellect wants such a universe, that is what we call "God."The reincarnating soul is interviewed by "God" at the border of its new incarnation.There is only one question."In this lifetime, have you been kind to others?"If the answer is yes, there is no reward, and if no, there is no punishment.However, it said, "I hope you can be kinder in the next life," and just sends us to the next new life.In front of God, in the system of reincarnation, even the murderer is a pathetic soul who made a mistake in his lifetime.Max, remember I once told you that Inner Judge survives on inferiority complexes?If we trace this feeling of inferiority back to its source, it is a fear of the end of one's physical body, and at the same time a fear of being born and living in this physical world.That fear is the thrust of the other direction of the universe: destruction and annihilation.The ancient people named the opposite direction of "LIVE", "EVIL"."Evil" is just another form of "fear".Perhaps Inner Judges will be infested and this planet will face a devastating future.The material world may be destroyed and there will be no place for soul experience.The conflict between the two directions, good and bad, light and shadow, justice and evil, and Artman and Brahman, is also the essence of the universe and is just a cycle.With destruction and creation, the universe repeats itself like a breathing cycle.In the future, even if life died from this earth, or all the organisms for the experience of the soul were lost, all matter would lose its shape and sink into the sea of energy.However, the universe will start over again from the beginning.Someday, until soul beings have physical bodies and connect the network between celestial bodies until the universe is filled with life.To get there, "God" will continue to patiently try, again and again.The deduction and syllogism given to humans by "God" should be used not for the misuse of ego growth, but deep intelligence along the direction of the universe.Now, owl hooting is heard from outside the window again.Dr. Lilith thought of his age.It may have been too early to choose this hermit life.Whatever emotions or experiences, it's just a tasting.I may have to accept that such is life, even though my wife had gone and my son have distanced from me.There is neither good nor bad, only the experience of living such life remains.Still, that boy brought a smile here.It brought me the direction of the creation and diffusion of the universe.Once I gave up resistance to the direction of destruction.I may still be able to do something for the world.May this earth, the place of soul experience, continue to be for the future.I will take part in the direction of the creation and diffusion of this universe once again.Beyond that, there must be goals that we cannot imagine today.Dr. Lilith opened the email in the draft folder, read it again, and then click the send button.Without realizing what kind of result it will bring to him.