Was it more painful to lose you
or the fact that I lost myself too
the way I saw the world
the color was always tinted
has changed, since you made me cry
was it some illusion
or
have I found the reality too late...
wish I could change my mind
wish I could lose it for a while
want to go back because I loved that me
don't want to go back 'cause I've come to hate it
the peace of knowing now
the pain of knowing now
all together all at once
take me back
leave me alone
