ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀ ᴇɴᴛᴇʀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀɪᴍᴇ sᴄᴇɴᴇ

-𝚃𝚘𝚛𝚗 𝚙𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚜-

I finally finished writing and stretched, I looked up at the ceiling with a bored expression.

Was I slacking off?

I dismissed those thoughts and took my phone to scroll at my Twitter feed

Like usual, Twitter spoke ill about my works, at least some people appreciate it..i guess my hard work isn't a waste,,

***ring ring..***

I answered the call "hello?" I greeted the caller "have you finished your new book?" the caller asked me and I sighed "yes, and don't worry it isn't about horror or murder, I did what you advised me to do and wrote some fantasy romance novels" I answered their question, continuing to write more "that's good, you know how your fans kept requesting for a romance novel from you" they chuckled while the phone made a slight beeping noise "I just don't know if I can fit romance into my dark written works..you have read and seen my works right?" I spoke with a slight stressed tone "are you stressed? I told you to take breaks and fix your schedule" the caller reminded me "..sure sure.." I giggled as I hung up and placed my phone down on the table before ripping off another imperfect page.

Soon I lost my composure and threw all of my "successful" works, I screamed while I made a mess in my room, tears fell down and I didn't know why I felt like this or why I had this reaction and why I did this

"..shit.." I slowly sat down and blocked my ears using my hands, I cried quietly still not knowing what to do, why I felt like something is missing..

..i don't know what else is missing..

My phone lit up and I saw its cracks, was I really that reckless? I took my phone and tapped on the notification

*Twitter*

???:When will your new books release will be?

*YouTube*

Author of "massacre of house Azrael" and other most famous crime,murder,angsty novels and manhwa plus books is neglecting their fans and works? Author is going to be canceled?!

I slightly frowned at the notifications and powered my phone off, was I really that busy? I only took a few days off so I could rest and I even announced it..

"..i can't even rest.." I felt hopeless and layed down, closing my eyes while my cold tears kept falling down

I soon fell asleep with all of my torn books scattered around me, wishing that I didn't have to live in such reality

||hope yall like this or something 🗿 sorry if it's short, I wrote this while in class cause I was bored💀👍 you love this or hate it, either way I'm semi proud of this🤡||