vent

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Does anyone else try to avoid being home when ur parents are as much as possible?

me too 

I was getting a lot lot better for like 3 days but then I started having very unsatisfying dreams and my my hallucinations are still with me 😕

I've realized in the past few months that my trauma effects me every single day like it's bad and it's worse because these are things I have to live through again, I don't know why it's so scary for me- other people do go through these too and they don't hallucinate.  

I'm back again asking myself the classic question "why me"

woohoo yipppeeeeeee

I got a new hallucination too, it's another iv but its on my right arm this time, I don't ever remember having one there though, it's freaky as hell and it's bad because now it feels like I can't move neither of my arms anymore. I have to type this with my hand like sideways so I don't trigger it.

i'm so totally relatable #slay