⚠️-𝑶𝒏𝒆𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒕.
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𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐘𝐨𝐫𝐤, 𝐒𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥
📍~𝒀/𝒏 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆~
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~𝒀/𝒏 𝒑𝒐𝒗~
My boyfriend ddot left for college.
"Do you promise to call me"
"yes I promise to call you ml."
That was 1 year ago.
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~𝒀/𝒏 𝒑𝒐𝒗~
The first 3 months he called me everyday. Then he stopped. He called once in a while, and I felt like we are drifting apart. I put effort in this relationship while he did the opposite, while he was here he used to tell me how much he loves me and how lucky he is to have me in his life.
Now he found someone else to love the way he loved me, to call her pretty like he called me, to spoil her with love-just like he spoiled me...
I found out about her when I stupidly visited him without announcing it. But can i blame him? She is drop dead gorgeous. She is exactly the type of girl who makes me insecure. The type of girl he told me he doesn't like. The one type of girl I shouldn't feel insecure about.
His dream girl, Not me. Right now he is banging on my door asking for forgiveness while I cry and hold my hands against my ears.
All the voices he helped me shut out of my head, the voice that reminded me of all my insecurities are louder then ever. ________________________________
𝑨/𝒏- I'm sorry this chapter is very short and I haven't been uploading, and for the ppl who wanted a part 2 for Valentine's Day I made it but I've been working on other books I made, and I've been really busy with school 😔 but I'm happy to be back and I will be uploading more <333333
