One Summer

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I don't deserve it, I know I don't deserve it
But stay with me a minute, I swear I'll make it worth it
Can't you forgive me? At least just temporarily
I know that this is my fault, I should've been more careful

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NORA
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I don't know what to think or how to feel. I'm just frozen in my spot as I look at the positive pregnancy test in my head and my world comes crushing down for the second time this week.

I just lost my boyfriend and I am pregnant with his kid. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck indeed. Ive been home for about three days now and these past three days have been hell.
I've been crying like non stop, I can't sleep or eat anything without throwing it up. I've been like that for two weeks now but I've been trying to gaslight myself

Because there's no way I'm pregnant...right?...well there is a way...How am I gonna tell Iven this. I have no phone I don't know his number or his socials what the fuck am I going to do.

The only person that I need right now isn't here. I need my mommy so much right now. I need her so much right now.

What will my dad do when he finds out. If he kicks me out at least I'll be alright because my mom's will but still I don't know how to raise a baby.

My mom will contains about fifty million dollars, the house, and a storage room and I don't get the access of anything until I turn eighteen.

I turn eighteen in December which is in four months. I wipe my eyes and stop crying I took the pregnancy test and hid it in my closet.

I go back to school next month so I'll have to beg Ritchie to go to school online so I'll have to be on my best behavior

I bite the inside of my cheek. I should probably make an appointment. And tell someone but who? Mary? She'll understand she will be disappointed but she's the only one I can really talk to in here

I decided to attempt to take a nap and think this through tomorrow

OLIVER

Iven hasn't left his room ever since we got here three days ago and I'm starting to get worried. He won't eat or talk to anyone not even me and that says a lot.

Iven always talks. That's all he does and if there isn't anyone there to talk to he'll talk to the damn wall if he has too. But this man hasn't opened up his mouth to talk ever since we got back from the party earlier this week.

It's three in the morning and I don't know what but something in my gut told me to go check on him

I walked out of my room and made it to the room across the hall. I put my ears against the door to listen but I can't hear anything, I knock and the door just opens and I find Iven on the floor not moving and beside him is dad's alcohol

Fuck. I went to his side to check if he's breathing and it's incredibly slow I check his heart rate which is also very slow

He's also not moving what the fuck did you get your self into Iven FUCK FUCK FUCK

I drag him into the bathroom connected to his room and shove two fingers down his throat "Come on yeah let it all out" I repeated as he throws up the alcohol in his system

Once he seemed to be done throwing up I couldn't hold it in and just started shouting at him "ARE YOU CRAZY WERE YOU TRYING TO KILL YOURSELF. YOU HAVENT ATE A DAMN THING SINCE WE GOT HERE ALL YOU DID WAS LOCK YOURSELF IN HERE AND ALMOST DRANK YOURSELF TO DEATH" My voice shook I hate seeing him like this

He just broke down and I held him in my arms and just let him. I've never seen him in this much emotional pain.

Nora Mane. What happened between y'all that have him in such an emotional trance. He's been so depressed and not like his usual self. I miss my Iven. I want my brother back.

It hurts to see him like this.

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(CHAPTER IS UNEDITED SO IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES PLEASE IGNORE UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE PLEASE AND THANK YOU)

Well who's ready for book two
The reunion, Their baby, A new season and everything

What do you think their having
Boy or Girl??? 🩷💙

What do you think the names will be 😉

Anyways can't wait for Book Two "This Winter" 🎊🎊🎊

I hope y'all enjoyed this book
It was my first ever book that I've written and I have plenty of ideas on what to do with book two "This winter" because I feel like "One summer" didn't reach her full potential

But I promise to do better with book two 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

Thank you for giving One Summer I read I am forever thankful ☺️💛