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(This is based off of Notti song Without you)
I was sitting in my room listening to music while my bf was in the shower.
I was just vibing until I heard a instrumental I have never heard so I check my phone "Without you-Notti Osama" i mumble reading the title confused because he never told me abt this.
🎵"Better without you, just me and my chrome"🎵
I quickly pause it after that "what does me mean by that" I say overthinking it, I push those thoughts away promising I won't pause the song again and imma just let it play.
🎵"I'm like "baby just leave me alone",pop out the cut just to see what he on.If he move he get one in his dome."🎵
🎵"She act bad,she act boujee.Off the Migos,she shakin that booty.Like shake that girl,you my ride or die bitch trynna give you the world."🎵
🎵"Is you flockin for me, is you ridin for me,is you dyin wit me.Got some opps I been dying to see."🎵
🎵"Let's take a trip,stop hidin from me.Keep it on me,they plottin on me.Like, everything dead I ain't copping they plea's"🎵
🎵"See the opps, imma flock at the V. Like, I throw eight,DD flock fifteen"🎵
I pause the song hearing DD's voice, I don't know how to feel abt Notti's verse because it's making me have mixed emotions.
I'm thinking all of this until he finally walks out of the shower "you good mama" he says looking at me concerned. "Mhm" I say with a unconvincing look on my face "you sure" he says walking up to me standing between my legs "i dunno" I mumble still thinking abt the song with many thoughts going through my mind "is he planning on spinnin,what does he mean dying with him,who is plotting on him, does he wanna tell me sum?"
I think all of this without realizing a tear fell out my eye "mami what happened" notti says wiping the tear "i uhm..heard your song wit DD" I said "what's wrong with it" he says worried "do you wanna tell me something" I says looking up at him seeing a more concerned look on his face. "What do you mean mama" he says confused "well you said better without you then you start talking abt..." I cut myself off not wanting to sound crazy because it may not even be about me.
"Tell me mami" he says "who were you talking abt in your song" I say finally finding better words "you ma" he says with a confused tone "so your better without me" I say while my eyes water "no that part wasn't abt you" he says "oh" i says looking down embarrassed because I shouldn't have even asked "is that it ma" he asked "yea" I reply "you sure" he asks making sure "actually don't answer that cuz ik you lyin" he says before I can answer,he wasn't trolling either🤷🏾♀️
"It's the part abt you talkin bout "dying with me" and how you dying to see yo opps and shi" I say finally telling the truth "I do that in all my songs mamas" he says hugging me putting his face in the crook of my neck "ik it's just it felt different this time" i say "you good ma?" He ask for what feels like the 8th time "yea" I say and this time I wasn't lying I felt perfectly fine.
"Mkay" he says getting up laying down and pulling me on top of him "you goin ta sleep alr mh" I ask laughing slightly "mhm" he says smiling with his eyes closed "ok" i says laying down on him closing my eyes going to sleep.
"I love you mami" I hear notti say "I love you 2 Ethan" I reply slowly dozing off.
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