Jaeger for Love (modern au) (Thatch, Marco, and Izo x oc)

2. Hidden Panic

Killer and Wire were placing Kidd on the gurney as Law took the filled out form from Sika as she sat silent with her head down on the edge of a breakdown and it was difficult for even Killer to calm her when it hits. Her flight or fight response has always been backwards but what only Killer knew was that breakdowns meant keeping an eye on her at all times because of her mental health. The reason he's against her getting her own place is because he's found her attempting suicide multiple times, she hid it well from everyone but him. To get her mind to focus on something other than her depression and anxiety was keeping her hands busy.

Killer looks to Heat and Wire "Keep me updated I gotta see about Sika ", he says before walking to to her and as he suspects when he lifted her head her eyes were glazed over as he sighed knowing better than to let her drive anywhere with those dead eyes present. He picks her up putting her over his shoulder and carries her out of the hospital as she was basically limp until he put her down but before she could fully beat the shit out of him he put her helmet on her head and held her putting on her calming songs playlist so she could isolate herself mentally.

An hour later he felt her arms around him as he turned off the music and took her helmet off holding her and pets her head. Tears fell wetting his blue t-shirt as he let her use him to ground herself knowing she hated when anyone saw this side of her "Sika have you scheduled any appointments?", he asked as she silently shook her head no. "In the morning call and schedule one if you insist on trying to find a place to live on your own, I'm worried as you're only getting worse, you need actual professional help. If you don't want to be the one to call ask Law to schedule you one with his adoptive father.", he says seriously as he was terrified that one day he wouldn't be there in time to stop another attempt.

She nodded okay and wipes her eyes letting go as she took deep breaths pulling her hair tie out as her golden curls cascaded down to her knees as she walked back inside with him holding her hand as the two looked like twins except she was shorter and chubby , he was tall and pure muscle. Heat walks to them, " He's unconscious due to shock but his arm is no good best thing would be amputation and a prosthetic arm, or at least that's what Law and Marco suggested", he says pulling Sika to stand with him so Killer could discuss the options with the doctors. "He'll be okay Sika you know it'd take a lot more than that to get rid of his annoying ass.", he says smiling his rare smile as he could tell she wasn't fully back yet so he did as Killer had always told them to when she got like this. To keep an eye on her and don't let anyone near her that might trigger her as they had let it happen once and she gave the guy broken, ribs, nose, and jaw but were able to subdue her before she could snap his legs.

Wire soon came out to them and nodded to Heat. "Come on Let's go home you two Killer's orders, Heat take her bike ,I'll take her in the truck.", he says before narrowing his eyes at the smug bastard walking towards them Heat looks over and glared at him before him and Wire blocked him from Sika's sight as the two tall men lead her out of the hospital as Wire texted Killer informing him that they left before she could spot Drake. Heat ties back his grey blue hair before putting her helmet on and grabbing her key before driving back to the house that was behind the garage.

Wire soon drives off after seeing that it had just turned 5 in the afternoon before driving to house with her in the passenger seat of the 1999 burgundy Chevy Silverado. As he glanced over she was typing on her phone replying to the three she matched with.

KimonoGuy: feeling stressed? Working out is good for de stressing don't push yourself too hard beautiful 😊
Bloodstone: Thanks, but you are waisting your time on a broken doll like myself, I'll only end up hurting you or getting hurt because you'll get tired of having to deal with me.

BluePhoenix: Sounds good , don't get much down time nowadays unfortunately, but I'm always here if you wanna talk or vent.
Bloodstone: Thanks, but you are waisting your time on a broken doll like myself, I'll only end up hurting you or getting hurt because you'll get tired of having to deal with me.
She knew it was silly to copy and paste her reply but thought it best that they knew what could happen if they actually met . She knew she was fucked up in the head and became emotionally unavailable at times.
Pompadour: Hey what's your favorite appetizer, main course, and dessert so when we meet I can make it for you .I wish we could at least know what each other does but I'll give you a hint , cooking is my business and business is good.😋
She couldn't help but softly laughed and smile at what pompadour messaged her
Bloodstone: Caesar Salad, Crab Alfredo, caramel flan, cheesecake, or blueberry fudge . Well mister Chef I deal with oil, grease , and metal. But you are waisting your time on a broken doll like myself, I'll only end up hurting you or getting hurt because you'll get tired of having to deal with me.
Pompadour: I'm gonna guess Mechanic, and sorry to disappoint you but you won't scare me off that easily cutie nice try though.

Wire stayed silent watching her reactions as it hadn't been since she was dating that bastard Drake that she smiled and laughed like that. "Let's go inside Sika we need some rest", he says as she nods putting her phone away following him inside soon laying on the loveseat falling asleep as Heat and Wire fall asleep on the couch. Most would find it strange but it was normal for the five of them to grab afternoon naps, especially since they are on call for repairs except holidays.

BattyBestie🩷🖤🤍: I heard what happened from Killer come with me tonight there's a party tonight at Luffy's you don't have to drink or anything you don't want to but you've been so busy with work you need a break
MotorBunny💜🖤🩶: Fine but I have a car maintenance appointment tonight around midnight I'll be heading that way in an hour.

She softly sighs getting up and stretching "Hey I'm gonna grab a shower then head out to the Newgate house for a party with Perona", she tells the two as they nod okay and inform Killer as she shoved down her erratic mental state acting as if she was fine. She heads up to her room and showered before drying her hair and body. As she looks through her closet wearing her black lace bra and men's boxers she got herself as it kept her thighs from rubbing, She puts on a black breaking Benjamin t-shirt with grey skinny jeans as well as her black knee boots. She grabs her hair tie and pulls it back into a low ponytail.

She texts Perona that she was on her way as she walked down stairs "alright I'll be back in the morning", she said putting on her jacket and helmet before walking out of the house before hopping on her bike and drives off to the Newgate house outside of town.