March 6 2023
Jung aerin pov.
I'm locked up in a room i can't tell the time but i think it's been months since I went outside .
A room which smells of disinfectant chemicals , a single bed which has nothing but white sheets and white pillow I want my life to be colourful but being locked inside a room where there is nothing but white walls to stare at, I keep hearing screams from my neighbouring room but at night I hear moans from other neighbouring room.
my life was going well I was living happily with my mom i had a brother who took care of me and my father.... He was never there from my birth till me graduating from my university my mom lone took care of me whenever I asked my mom about dad she would say he has gone to a nice place where angels keep him guarded when I was child I could not understand her what she was saying but after being little mature I understood that my father had accident while my mom was pregnant he died when my mom was 9 months pregnant...
I adore my mom more than anyone till I had to leave my mom in busan and move to seoul for higher studies from there hell broke loose I never thought I would end up in a mental asylum but today is the last day I would be here. I'm thankful to my friend who was always there for me even in the hospital she would visit me thrice a week to see if I'm doing well.
Doctors think the medicine is keeping me sane I also wish it would keep me sane but I can't believe that he is not here he visits me every night we talk to each other and tell our pain and pleasure to each other but in mental asylum he didn't visit me
Whenever I ask about him the psychiatrist says that he is not here, he was never there he is just an illusion an hallucinations I keep having....
I have a mental disorder schizophrenia where everything feels unreal I keep seeing people I can't distinguish between real and hallucinations that's what the psychiatrist says.. And now I'm okay I hope I would see him again in reality not as a hallucination.
Hello everyone
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I hope everyone liked this chapter
Aerin is suffering from schizophrenia
U all must be wondering who is he here? Right...but patience is key for everything 🥰 hope all the readers are safe I will post soon the other chapters as I get free time
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Alone or together...
Fantasyhave I gone insane.... why does everyone say that he is not here when I was always with him .. I could feel his touch... am I really sick or was he here....
