Jealous || Stardew Valley Sebastian x Farmer

8 - Uncomfortable - 8

Back to Sebastian's POV

I was by the river, smoking a cigarette when I heard two voices. I hid behind a bush, listening in.

"Y/n, I-I really need to talk to you— I can't hide it any longer." I heard Elliot say. Was he about to confess to her? I dug my nails into my hands unbelievably hard. So hard actually, my hand started to bleed. I hadn't done that in years. But that was the least of my worries right now. I needed to stop this.

Before I could do anything— I saw Elliot's hands on Y/n. They kissed— or, Elliot had kissed Y/n. She backed away, startled. She had said something to him, but I couldn't make it out. I had gotten so angry in that moment that my vision had gotten blurry for a second, and all I could think about was 50 different ways I could murder somebody, going from least painful ways, to unbearably painful ways.

My feet started to walk for me, even though my mind was still trying to comprehend what had just happened. "Hey!" I said, trying to sound as normal as possible. "Y/n, are you still coming over for dinner?" I asked nonchalantly, trying to pretend I hadn't just seen everything that just happened.

She nodded. "Could we walk there together actually—?" Y/n looked upset. Her eyes were glossy and her voice was shaky. She didn't want to kiss Elliot, did she?

I tried to give her a reassuring smile. "yeah, let's go." I said, pulling her next to me.

—-

11, Sunday, Spring, 11:21 am

I groggily awoke from a deep sleep— the best sleep I had gotten in awhile, to find somebody poking my face. My mind flashed back to last night—

Last night

"No problem, Y/n." I said. She fell asleep on me not too long after dinner while we were sitting outside on the bench. I could tell she had fallen asleep by the way she breathed in and out in a perfect rhythm. I nearly choked on air when I began to feel her breath on my neck— and, did her lips always look that soft? I stared at the peaceful farmer girl lying on my shoulder in complete awe.

We stayed like that for at least an hour. But it was getting late, and I was getting tired.

What if I..

I gently scooped Y/n up and into my arms. And carried her back into my house, walking down into my basement. I was too tired to carry her back home. She wouldn't mind sleeping in my bed, right? I softly lied her down on my bed, pulling some blankets over her. After, I made a small bed on the floor next to her. I could've made a bed on the couch that was in my room, but I wanted to be close to her.

Back to this morning

I blinked a few times, adjusting to the surroundings. The person poking me was the farmer girl. "Seb..?" She said in a sleepy voice.

"Mm.." is all I could respond with before closing my eyes again.

"Sebastian, wake up." She spoke again, gently shaking me. I groaned and opened my eyes.

"What..?"

"I need to go—h-hey! What are you doi—" when I first wake up, my mind isn't always immediately there. It takes me a while to fully wake up. So, not knowingly, I had swung my arm around Y/n's waist and pulled her into the little make shift bed I had on the floor.

She tried to move away but my hold on her was too tight. I smirked. I never was a confident person, until she showed up. It was so easy to mess with her. "Seb, I-I need to go— my crops are going to—"

"Your crops will be fine"

I wondered what she was thinking right now. Was I making her uncomfortable? I immediately let go of her. The last thing I wanted to do was make her uncomfortable like she clearly is with Elliot. "Oh, sorry. Did that make you uncomfortable?"

She sat up. "No—it's okay. I just, really need to go." She said, swinging her backpack onto her shoulders. "O-oh, you probably want you're hoodie back—"

"No, keep it. It looks better on you than it does me anyways." She looks adorable in it. And everybody knows the real reason guys let girls keep their hoodies. It's kind of like showing to the rest of the world that she's mine, and nobody else's.

She smiled and stammered out a quick thank you before leaving.

-Y/n's POV-

I quickly ran out of Sebastian's room, dashing out the front door. What was that? Why did he pull me next to him like that? Did I like it? Why else would I be blushing? Why else would my heart be racing. I began running, till I got to the beach.

Does this mean I like Sebastian? But, I really like Elliot too. Oh, Elliot kissed me. I completely forgot about that. I didn't move to Stardew Valley for dumb romances. I moved to here to have a peaceful, but not boring life. It's definitely not boring here. But it's not peaceful either. I sighed, sitting down at the pier, my legs in the water.

"Hello Y/n."

I jumped, almost falling into the water at the sudden voice I heard. It was Elliot. What do I even say? "H-hello." I mentally cursed myself for stammering like a little middle school girl.

He sat down next to me. "So—"

"I'm sorry for walking out on you"

"No—no, Y/n, it's okay—"

"I was just surprised— that's all."

Elliot smiled. "So, you didn't mind it then?"

I fidgeted with my fingers. "Well, I—I guess I didn't mind it.."

"Do you mind this?" Elliot softly placed his hand on my thigh. My eyes widened and I felt like I was about to pass out.

Did I like this? What about Sebastian?

Suddenly Elliot pulled me up to my feet. We were really close together now, and I could feel him slid his hands onto my hips. My legs felt like they were jelly. "W-wait, I-I don't know if I can do this—" Elliot softly started trailing kisses down my neck. I bit my lip, tilting my head to the side.

"It's okay Love, you'll enjoy this.."

He continued kissing my neck and I could feel his hot breath, sending shivers all through my body. I felt so weak and dumb right now. And I started to feel sick. Something was wrong about this.

"Elliot s-stop—" he picked me up and sat down at a bench on the pier, putting me on his lap. I was wearing a short skirt and Sebastian's hoodie. It made me feel uncomfortable being on his lap like this. Elliot stared at me and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. Apparently my words were not heard by his ears. He softly leaned in, my lips touched his, and he started caressing all down me.

No, no I don't like this.

"Elliot wait—" I started squirming but he kept kissing me. Till I finally pushed him back. His eyes were wide.

"I'm sorry Y/n, I got carried away." He looked at me with a worried expression. I got off of his lap, grabbing my stuff off the pier.

"Elliot I need to go." I said, rushing to get away from this man. I was going to pass out if something like that happened again.

"I'm so sorry Y/n—"

"It's fine. I just need to go."

I dashed away from the beach. Why didn't I feel as comfortable with Elliot as I do with Sebastian?

Thoughts swarmed my head, I felt like my brain was about to explode till—

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