You were tired.
You felt like giving up.
You wanted to end you're life as it just got worse.
Lumina and Shiro tried there best to comfort you.
Baji had died on bloody Halloween.
You were so close to killing Kazutora.
But you were just in pain.
Like chifuyu.
Now you're Christmas is even lonely now that Baji is gone.
he was like You're brother, you're cousin, he was like family
But now you only got closer to Hakkai
He understands
You were holding c|n in you're arms staring at the photo on you're door with you and Baji on his motorcycle with c|n grown up
Now it just hurts, you couldn't even finish listening to a song with out crying to the lyrics which made you're chest hurt
And now...let's see how you go
You stood up putting a singlet on covering you're tattoo of Baji and c|n on you're back
And a bunch of snakes with tears
Which resembled the arubino gang.
And the crying snakes resembled death and pain,
Tears of venom I see?
You tied you're hair up without a care
You looked in the mirror
You're skinny due to not eating, ruined mascara and eyeshadow
And ruined lipstick from drinking to much water
You look at you're reflection in the mirror and saw a picture of kazutora.
You're angry.
You grabbed a sharp pocket throwing knife in you're make-up holder and turned around and threw it at you're closet door with the picture on it.
It "stabbed" kazutora's throat
You felt relived for some reason
(FLASHBACK OF HOW LUMINA WAS TEACHING YOU HOW TO THROW KNIVES)
"Alright so you're going to hold it like this" Lumina said as she had a throwing knife in her hands
"And with all the power you have I want you to. Swing and throw"
Lumina said as she finished talking as she showed you the new skill
"Mhm.." you reply you watch as Lumina's smile fades while looking at you're blank empty expression
You felt bad because you couldn't participate properly and not pay as much attention.
"And that's about it..." Lumina says as she notices you were thinking about Baji
She walks up to you and crouches as her legs kicked you of you're feet
You fall on you're side
"OW HE-" you shout
"I'm a villain, and I just kicked you off you're feet and you have no way of protecting yourself what do you do?" Lumina says as she kept a serious face
You're face was covered in surprise
"I-i..." You were cut off
Lumina points her fingers at you're forehead
"Bang...you just died" she said
"What's the point of fighting if everything around me dies?.."
You say as you lie down on the basement floor and get back up again
