drowning in you | minsung (discontinued)

Chapter 20🥀

I am laying in my bed, thinking about the message San sent me. I didnt tell the others about this because there is no use in it. First off if San is serious about this, it will get even worse if i told the others and second off i doubt that this is enough to change Chan's mind so that San wont move in. However, how will San try to ruin my life? My life isnt that special and i never did something illegal, which he could use against me. I dont have a girlfriend, I only have my three cats, but San never harmed any animal. Even though he did so with many humans, he was always very lovely towards animals, even after his parent's death. I dont know why, tho. The only other important thing is....

Suddenly someone knocked against my dorr which pulled me out of my thoughts.

"Come in", I say.

The door opens and Chan is standing in the door frame.

"Hey, Minho. Can i talk with you for some minutes about uk San."

"There is nothing to talk about", I say.

"Minho, i know it is hard for u to accept that he is going to move in with us, but please give him a chance. He has really changed and it seems like he regrets what he did."

"Chan, listen, somebody like San will never ever no matter what happens regret what they did. He didnt change at all. He just got better at hiding this side of him so that he gets people to trust him before he makes use of the trust and ruins their life."

"Why cant you just forgive him? It has been over more than 4 years since this happened."

"I will never forgive him for what he did. I already gave him many chances, more chances than i actually should have given him. Even if he turns out to be nice now, i will never forget what he did."

Chan sighs. "Seems like i cant change your mind. Then please at least promise u wont fight all them time with him when he moved in."

"I cant promise anything, but i guess I can try it", I say.

Without saying anything else, Chan left the room.