Trigger warnings : abuse , strong language , violence
I've been in a toxic relationship with this guy for 2 years now. I want to leave but he is very controlling and I'm scared to leave , I always think about the simpler time that I had , the amazing relationship I had a few years back . I always think of him , my first love Chris
Your thoughts were interrupted by your toxic bf coming home . He opens the door and all you do is sigh
Your sitting on the couch as he walks in the house . This house is his and your just living here
"Hi baby" you said hoping he is in a good mood
"Where's my food ?" He replied
"In the oven" you said
"Are you fucking serious bitch ? I come home from work and you don't have it already for me ?"
"It is on a plate"
That was it , the backchat provoked him
He walks where you are on the couch and grabs your arm hardly
"Are you talking back at me hmmm?" He says angrily getting an even harder grip on your arm
"No please your hurting me" you begin to cry
He slaps you hard on your face causing you to fall on the floor . He then grabs your arm and drags you to the kitchen
"Fix my plate bitch"
You just obey , getting the plate out of the oven heating it up and placing it on the dining table , then you made him a drink so he wouldn't start again . You left the kitchen walking to the living room to sit down
You hear your toxic bf say behind you :
"Is that all you ever do , just sit down and do nothing when I'm gone ? Don't a bitch know how to clean ?" He said
You just sit there sobbing and choose not to reply
"Oh now you want to ignore mee ?" You hear the sound of a chair moving and you get up trying to run upstairs cause you know what's about to happen
He catches up to you and pushes you on the floor , grabbing your neck .
"You will never disrespect me again YOU HEAR ME?"
"Yes" you said looking away not looking him in the eyes but he made you look at him
"Look at me when I speak to you , say it again"
"Yes" you look at his dark brown eyes that are filled with anger
You walked away going to your room crying , you decided to take a shower so it would be an excuse not to be with him
After 2 hours he went to sleep and you was downstairs in the kitchen walking around not knowing what to do anymore . Chris was the first person that came into her mind , she decided to text him since he is the only person she could count on
She got her phone out and begun texting
"Chris" she texted
"What's up y/n ?"
"I need help" you said
He immediately called you
You walk outside so you wouldn't make any noise
"Y/n what happened tell me" he said , you can tell he was really concerned and worried
"It's Rick" you whispered
"What did he do to you?" He begins to get angry
"He slapped me , hurt me . He keeps disrespecting me , I can't take it anymore" you begin to cry
