JUNOON E MOHABBAT

Part 17

Murtasim sitting on the sofa and thinks about Meerab.

"Aur kitna tadpayenge aap mujhe.Aap ko kya mujhpe zara bhi taras nahi aata.Agar aap ko bhi mujhse mohabbat hoti to mein aap se abhi isi waqt niqah kar leta.Lekin nahi aap ko Shayed mujhse kabhi mohabbat bhi nahi hogi.Duniya mein sab kuch kar sakte hai aap par Murtasim se mohabbat woh aap ke liye na mumkin hai.Lekin Maine bhi har nahi mana.Dekhte hai is mohabbat ke jang mein meri mohabbat ka maut hota hai yaa aap ki zid ki har."

Murtasim heartbroken and again said;

"Apne zara bhi sahi nahi kiya Mujhe bina mile chali gayi.Kyun nahi samajti aap bohot takleef mein hu mein Meerab.Bohot jyada."

Then her phone rang up and Murtasim take the call.

Murtasim:Hello!
Ujala:Mein Ujala.Meerab ki dost.Actually Mujhe meerab ke bade mein puchna tha.Woh kaha hai?
Murtasim:Woh to shayed ghar ke liye bohot arsa Pehle nikal chuki thi.
Ujala:Lekin woh to ghar nahi pounchi.Upar se phone hi switch off hai.Office call kiya tha to waha bhi nahi thi.Is liye majburan aap ko call kiya.
Murtasim:Aap fiqr na kare mein dekhta hu.

On the other hand.

Meerab is randomly walking around the road.She feels soft corner also buildup in her heart for Murtasim.Now it's not possible for to work with Murtasim because she will be more weak towards him.She doesn't know what to do now.Should she go back to her parents home?But Murtasim can find her whereabouts.She thinks it's best for her to leave the city but where will she live?

Meerab thinks to herself;

"Agar mein sach mein chali gayi to kya Murtasim khan Mujhe dhunenge?Unse mein jo challenge diya to woh to mein har gayi.Unhe mein bata nahi payi mein har gayi aap ke aage.Aab kya koi compension nahi mangenge?Sirf Office ka contract mein nahi todi woh bhi tod diya jo khud ke sath kiya tha.Agar yeh mohabbat nahi hai to aaj Mujhe unke bade mein soch ke Itna takleef kyun ho rahi hai."

Meerab wipes her tears and thinks the more she think about Murtasim,she will feel weaker.No she can't be weaker.Then Meerab take decision that she should leave the city.It'll be good for her.And eventually she will forget murtasim and he will forget her.

When Meerab thinks to leave,she heard someone said to her;

"Mujhe chod ke jane ki himmat aap ko kisne diya?

Meerab looks around but no one is there.She thinks it's her hallucination.

Then Meerab said to herself;

"Aab tak to woh neend se jag gaye honge.Kya unhone mere bade mein pucha?Unhe Shayed laga Meerab ne apna zaban nahi rakhi.Shayed woh us baat ka badla lene ke bade mein soch rahe hai.Lekin afsos Mein yaha nahi rahungi."

Meerab cried loud and said;

"Aaj ke baad koi Mujhe aise tang nahi karega Aur nahi baat baat pe apni mohabbat ka izhaar karega."

Meerab didn't notice when she come in front of bus.When she see it's too late but then someone pulled her from there and fall on the chest.

When Meerab looks up it's Murtasim.She touched his face and said:

Meerab:Aap sach mein hai?
Murtasim:Aap chodke kyun chali ayi hai mujhe?Kisne diya aap ko itni himmat?Kaha tha aap waha rahenge to kyun chali ayi?

Meerab didn't reply.

Murtasim:Aisa kyun karte hai aap mere sath.Maine kya aap se bohot jyada kuch mang liya tha.Sirf mohabbat ke badle mohabbat hi mangi thi.Koi zabardasti to nahi kiya kabhi.Agar mere dil mein sirf aap ko haseel karne ka irada hota to kab ka aap ko uthake niqah kar leta.Lekin maine Aisa nahi kiya.Mein aap ke marzi ka ihteram karta hu.Mein aap ko pana chahta tha woh bhi aap ki marzi se.Aap ne mujhse mohabbat nahi karte fine mat kare.Lekin mere nazron ke samne se to maat jaye.Aap ko dekke hi mein ji lunga.Please Mujhe Aur majid barbad na kare Meerab.Pehle se hi mein tutke bikhar chuka hu aap ke mohabbat mein.Kya chahte hai aap mein mar jau?To thik hai aap ki khushi ke khatir mein abhi isi waqt aapne jaan de dunga Phir bhi aap khush rahe."

Right then Meerab hugs him tight and crying.Murtasim first didn't understand what happen then he also hugs her back.

After a while.

Murtasim holds Meerab's hand and entered the khan house.

Mrs.Salma is shocked to see Meerab there.

Murtasim comes to her and said;

Murtasim:Aap ko meri mohabbat ka beizzat karne ka haq kisne diya maa.
Mrs.Salma:Wah!Bohot acche tarha se mere bete ka kan bhar diya tumne.Aur tum murtasim Tumhari himmat kaise hui is ladki ko mere ghar mein lane ki.Ise to mein abhi ghar se nikal dunga.

Murtasim comes in front of Meerab and said;

Murtasim:Jab tak mein Meerab ke sath hu tab tak koi iska kuch nahi kar sakta.Mein aap ko pehle hi bataya tha aab bhi bol rahi hu Meerab meri mohabbat hai.Mujhe isse shaadi karni hai.Agar aap ke dil mein mere liye mohabbat hai to shaadi mein sharkat karna.Mein kisi bhi kimat par Meerab ka hath nahi chodunga.

Murtasim holds the Meerab hand and left the home.

In the side of lake.

Murtasim brings Meerab to there.Murtasim didn't say anything when he brings her there.Meerab looks at him and wants to know what happened on his mind.Meerab wants to asked him but unable to do.

Murtasim:Kuch kehna chahti hai aap ko?
Meerab:Meri wajah se aap ni maa se aise baat aap ko nahi karni chahiye thi.Aap unke khilaf mat jai.Mujhe Accha nahi lag raha yeh sochke meri wajah se Maa Aur bete mein darar aaya.Is liye us ghar mein jo hua mein aap ko nahi bolna chahti thi Lekin pata nahi aap ko pata kaise lag gaya.
Murtasim:Aap us bade mein mat soche.
Meerab:Sab Kuch mere wajah se ho raha hai.Aap kyun Duniya mein itni ladki chodke mujhse mohabbat kiya?Kyun aap ke dil ke jasbast itna gehra hai?
Murtasim:Isme aap ko kya? meri mohabbat se dewangi se aap ko to koi fadak nahi pada.Kya aap mujhse mohabbat karte hai?

Murtasim notice Meerab lower her gaze.He again asked;

"Kya aap mujhse mohabbat karte hai Meerab."