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010 - Lost

Tears fall from my eyes. Mindy finally let's go. "We should head inside." She tells us with a reassuring smile. We all follow her into her house. "You guys can take my bed and I sleep on the ground." She tells us. "Mindy we're not going to take your bed it's fine," I tell her. "I insist please." She stares deeply into my eyes, "Ok." Me and Quinn sit down. I sigh. "Shit, I haven't even messaged Amber in hours," I spoke. "Our mom just died you think she'd be mad over that?" Quinn says. "She doesn't know Quinn." "Hey guys sorry but I forgot to mention Chad was taking a nap so that's why he hasn't spoken to you guys." Mindy's mom walks into the room. "Hi, girls. I'm so sorry about what happened. She brings in snacks and water. "Take anything" She hugs me and then Quinn shortly after.

She exits the room. "Hey, Hope and Quinn. You guys can shower if you need you, know the house. If you need anything grab it. I'll be here." Mindy tells us. "Thank you." We both say at the same time. "Quinn. Would you mind if I showered first?" I asked my little sister. "Go shower I'll be here with Mindy." She smiles. I hugged her. Me and Quinn aren't always close. We used to be closer. Mainly when Dad left. But then we grew older and older. She would always be upset about mom "favoriting" me but she didn't. She never heard how much Mom would talk about her when she wasn't around. The sweetest things ever. I finally let go of her and get up. "I'll be right back." I grab my big book bag since I have everything I need.

I exited Mindy's room and walk to the bathroom. I knock before entering. I close the door behind me and lock it. She has a big mirror. I stare at myself. My hair was a mess, my eyes are red and my mascara was running, my face was pale. I start bawling my eyes out. Thinking about her. I stare at myself in disgust. (If I never left she'd be alive. | It's all my fault. ) replays in my mind. Over and over again. I finally stop staring at myself. I place my bag on top of the toilet. I grab random Pijamas. "Shit. No no no!" I forgot my products. I was so distracted I forgot. I think Mindy wouldn't mind me using her things. I hop into the shower. ( no need for details bc that's extra 😭 ) I turn on the hot water and let it run through my body. I wet my hair but I wasn't going to wash it just passing some water through. I closed my eyes. But when I did I just felt empty. I lost my mom.

    I opened my eyes. I took a deep breath and just finished up. I cleaned up and did everything I had to. I cleaned the floors in case any water escaped and I grabbed my bag. As I went to zip it up my phone rang. Unknown caller. I picked it up to hang up. "Wait." I heard. "Hello?..." I asked. "Hello, Hope." A deep voice was on the other line. "Who are you?..." "Who do you think I am?" He chuckled. "Sorry for your loss." He spoke. "You motherfucker. It was you." I yelled. "One down which one of you is next?" He says. "We aren't even the main characters for whatever the fuck you want to recreate," I told him. "So you know?" He says. "Usually I call before I kill you. But maybe you'll make it another day..." He hangs up the phone.

   I took a big breath. I felt the air from my lungs escape. It took me a minute to calm down. I look up at my reflection. I just quickly get my stuff and exit the bathroom. I go to Mindy's room. "Hey, Hope are you okay?" Quinn asks with slight concern on her face. "Yeah, you can shower now." Quinn gets up and grabs her stuff. "Love you." "Love you too," I replied. She leaves the room. "Hope," Mindy says. "He called." "Who." "Ghost face." "Holy fuck are you okay?" "He said one of us is next." I cried. She hugs me tightly. "Im gonna sleep." I let go. "Goodnight." "Goodnight."
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This chapter was hella rushed. But like I say in every chapter thank you so so so so much for the reads! 💋