i woke up in a dream
with someone holding me
it felt so real
that i felt their hands touched me
it is not just a dream
where i can do
whatever i want
it's a dream i never want to look back
the peacefulness terrifies me
quiet places are more terrifying
than shouts and angry voices
or maybe, i got used to violence
the four walls
hugged me
as i hug myself
with eyes so teary
the shouts are getting louder
my hug is getting tighter
the place is getting darker
and my body is getting hotter
the place turned red
the fire is spreading
i can not tell, but i feel like
i entered the gates of hell
