Hi my names death for this story and this is the story of my life . When i was kid love was never realy shown tords me i was the outcast do to me being trans male my parents never acepted me being me but that didnt stop me going throgh school i was bullied and raped people thought i was happy going through school but i was suffring on in side and now as an adult i fear men even if they are my lover i back away from hugs and love and atten im working on my ways trying to show love to my lovers and family i was abused by my dad and one of my exs im saying his name due to i dont know if he has this app but he rapped me all through school before he graturated the year before me we were soposed to gradurate the same time but i got held back do to the stuff he put me through but now im scared to even talk to anyone im sure i will get over this fear but its taking so long i wish i was never put throgh any of it at such a young age .
