Nobody is gonna love me like you do

Nobody is gonna love me like you

Parted through the darkest the night, the light shone upon my skin. Gazed over the field, saw something so magical. Could it be that I am thinking it is? Probably.

Words cant explain the pleasurable pain I feel. Sentence cant tell what cursed me this way. Initially i was afraid but now i am confident to know.

I don't wanna think about all the bad deeds because I was in so pleasurable state that one cant tell what I am feeling. 

Probably it will cause something soo good or maybe something bad also. 

Prayed was what i did about me to be the  perfect one that everybody wanted but now I know what the perfection means. 

What flaws means.

What a love means.

What respect means.

Cause that thing taught me everything.

that thing show me worth.

Maybe i was following the word perfect and best that i forgot what i really was.

That thing taught me i was everything.

i was the pain when somebody hurt me.

I was a smiled when an innocent laughed at me.

I was tears when that innocent stumbled against the wrongs.

I was betrayal when someone was broken.

I was happiness when someone told me i was flawless.

I was a shoulder that everyone needed when they felt every emotion.

Who said that you need shoulder only when crying .

i was a fighter when they were in danger.

I was a soldier when everybody hated every flaws of mine.

I was a lover when I fought all those social images and opinions.

I was pride when my mom told me that she is proud of what I am.

I was a women when my father told me that i was his fighter.

I was a supporter when all the people needed me the most in their life.

I was brave stand upon every problems. 

I was and am and will always be the human of that one god who gave me life.

Because i had known that that thing was watching over me.

Because i had always known that thing will always protect me

Because i still know that  thing will always lead me to you.

My dearest god 

My faith in you is what taught me to be a brave among anyone.

Your faith and trust in me that i will always believe you lead me to the path that was my goal in life.

you taught me what really is worthy in this human life.

You lead me through those William Shakespeare's seven life stages with support and always confront my darkest shin.

Your kindness taught me it Ok to make mistake but i should always learn from my mistake.

Your patient taught me it is OK to get angry.

Your loyalty taught me it is OK to apologies for something bad that you did because consequences will come and go but you will always stay with me and bear the pain of all the shin I did.

Finally it is the time that I realize what life is.

I am ready to be whatever you decide as long as my faith in you always stays with you.

Because nobody is gonna love me like you ..

 Dear god.

Inspired from Selena Gomez's 'Nobody is gonna love me like you'