Other people are proud of being clean. I read stories on the internet all the time where people talk about their horrible past that led them to turn to addiction or self-harm and now they're proudly three years clean and how they never could have done it without their conveniently amazing support system. But I've never been proud of being clean. I've been clean so many times and for long durations in between and I've never felt proud of being clean. Maybe that's my problem. Maybe I'm broken.
Its four years now and I still hate myself.
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Not me. (2023)
Short Storyso, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been...
