untitled feelings

chapter 6.

After the class ,

Weiying were sitting in canteen
He was drinking cold drinks
And Jiang Cheng entered the canteen
And weiying weave his hands to him
He came near to him
And pull the chair and sit besides him

Jiang Cheng why don't you say to me that he was here ? Asked weiying
Jiang Cheng confusedly; what ?whom ?
Wei ying with a sad face and siad , wangji !
Jiang Cheng with a annoyed mood ,
Huh? Him !
I don't know he was studying here ,
When i entered my class i
Did know that he was studying here
And
I don't say about this
Cause i don't want to make you sad
And uncomfortable at your first day

Weiying stay away from that bastard
That's good for you

Suddenly some one called weiying his name
Jiang Cheng turn around and looked
It's was jilling Jiang Cheng said
And he stoped

Weiying shaked his head and continued drinking

And jilling come near and said look who i take with me
And i want to introduce him , they both look towards jilling
Weiying frozen to see wangji
Behind jilling
Wangji was looking both of them silently with his cold face

They sit with them and jilling introduced him
Jilling , here this is wangji
My cousin brother

He is not friendly with others
And not much talk to anyone

Weiying, awkwardly smiled
And he was nervous what to say

Jiang Cheng was annoyed by seeing wangji 🦁

Wangji suddenly stand up and said it's time to go for me and
If it's over then I'm going

Jiang Cheng siad ; look at him ,
He is still cold to others

Weiying said , Jiangsha , shut up
Weiying said them sorry and
Drag jiangsha and gone to out of the canteen by scolding him

Next scene in class
Weiying was taking his boring class
And he was sitting with wen ning and said to him
Wen ning , when will this section will over I'm feeling tried
I hope it will end soon
After a few hours later
Weiying siad ; finnally the class was over let's go out for a while
I need some fresh air
And they both went out
And gone to balcony
And while weiying
Standing there while inhaling ,the cooling wind , his eyesight found someone who going with his friends

Weiying started to stare him , in his mind he was thinking

The one whom i wish i never see ,
When i see him , why i lost at his damn face , when i think i could ignore him but why can't I
I hope i could stare at you like this
Full time with out bothering wherever I'm am in

When but why my fate doing this to me why i seeing you again and again
I wish to forget you but why i falling for you ,

When i know you, Your name
I can't call you for it atleast once
When i was around you i get nervous and i act like I'm something and shy
But why am I doing it
I know you never notice me
Then why I'm being like this

When i see you looking some where i feel like you look me
But when i realised the fact that
That was not me hurts me
Why wangji why you never look at me

When i look future
You will have someone whom you love !
She will say that she loves you
She will hold your hands
She will say that she will wanted a part of your life
She will stay be your side
She will do anything that you wanted

But
She can't love you like i do

Peacock ( for him i given him a name befor i know his name )
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I can fight against 1000 of people for you but i can't against the one whom you love

Fuck i don't know why i see you often
Like this
If god know you were not my destiny
Then why he shows me you again and again

I know lancha since afternoon some month we will go again different parts
Since we are about to graduate
But still i can't have the strength to tell you how much i love you

When never i see you fucking my mind is lost and i wish i could
Impress you and you may look at me

Shit i know it's not possible
And i did give you

Why that God may wish i stuffer too much ahhhhhhhh 😣

Why I'm of the class put near your class
Now shit me had kinda moved on
Had seeing you again and again
Am i gone mad by myself that started to stare you again

Peacock,ah Wangji
I feel jeously when others girls looking at you
But i can't do anything
Just smile bitterly expecting the fact
🫂🥲