𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒑𝒐𝒆𝒎♡︎

someone's someone

it all started in may,
the month where i ask you,in my head
'may i be yours?'

i hate it when you are not here,
i just wanted to disappear when your eyes leave mine,
eye contact and cheeky smiles with rose tinted cheeks,
oh,
you are my favourite heart shaker.

saw the posters in your room,
heard your favourite song,
saw your eyes and your smiles in the midst of the crowd,
i just wanted to be with you.

you waited for me that one night in may,
but i never make it to you,
but i love every second with you,
i wish you know that,
but i'm afraid you won't love it as much as i do,

you saw me at my worst,
you still take a step forward and i didn't dare to take a step back,
you saw me at my worst
and i wanted to give you the best of me,

"the way you spend your time defines the meaning of your life"
they said,
and i spend my whole daytime and nighttime thinking of you,
guess my life is all about you.

but if there is someone who has been dancing with you inside your head when you listen to love songs,
i am envy of her,
but
if that someone make you smile and bring out the best of you that i am falling in love with,
i am thankful to that someone,
but i dislike the fact that you are someone's someone,
i
just
want
you
to
be
my
someone
,

my special someone.