Learning through experience

Gimme

I'll ask you only once

  And that's for you to give me what I want

What I want is a life away from all of you

And I will say it upfront

I had love for some of you

But that love was just for once

In my life

I ate candy all day slept in a bed that I thought was cozy at night

Now that I'm a teen sometimes I wanna hurt myself so much I want to see how much I bleed

But I'm scared of the pain and causes me and then I cry because I wonder is this would everything cost me

I feel like I was in the middle of so much

So I used to grab onto those who at least under the words that they cared about me

And I guess I held onto tight and I hold on too much

Because I keep asking who is life to myself

Into my pain I keep my mouth shut