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A/N: play the song immediately

Beyoncé I miss you played as paris walked inside the church to sit down. When she seen karter, she sat by him and on his left there  was kamari , Charlie , karson & Karly. Everyone looked so broken out of the five, she didn't know what to say or do. She been having better thoughts since she discovered her baby would be her safe place.

She did miss her family so bad but she needed a cleanse, after this funeral she was planning going on a trip with her mother and inviting karter with her. She wanted to break this family toxic ness and stop all the sadness.

They decide to have their funeral together, it was pretty pack for the two that comes from no family or a small one.  The whole school was here for Kobe and that brought a smile to her face, to know how much he was loved from them and it wasn't fake. His coach sat behind her, he was crying silently but it's okay so was all the other players.

"Hello, today we are gathered here today on the behalf of two loving souls that sadly decided to depart ways from us. We will send them home in a loving way with happiness and as you shed a tear may you say "thank you for letting me meet you." They will forever be in our heart, mind and daily life. No they are not gone because they will forever live on but we just haven't made it to the next life with them yet. We will start with the front row of speeches and then so on."

The pastor said to everyone as the music dow down and the first person who would have to go is Karly, Chloe twin. Karly got up, putting her shades on, as Charlie stood by her to give her courage to speak.

"Hey y'all , I'm Karly" everyone return the "hey" letting her know she could continue her speech.

"Dear chloe, my twin, the only
person who knew me longer, the person I came in this world with but you left before I did. I wish I could see you again but the mirror reminds me everyday of you, I wish I could come lay in your bed and let you rumble about anything just so I could go to  sleep. Always thought it would be Karly & Chloe but now it's just me, what I'm do without you? And  to Kobe, you were always amazing to everyone, always laugh the most in the room to the point everyone did too. You showed nothing but love to my family and I hope you felt the same in return. I hope you hold her hand for me as y'all walk in the light. She hates being alone" she chuckled after the last sentence as Charlie gave her a hug seeing her baby girl break down.

After Karly walked back to her seat, karson stood up to go next, he didn't have to cry, his face told us a whole story of a broken boy.

"Wassup y'all , my name karson, I'm Chloe brother and Kobe was like my brother. Looking around to day I see my yungins was love, it's not easy being the oldest sibling but I tried my hardest to make it work. I always was going be the protector so it's eating me up knowing I couldn-" he took a deep breath before speaking "knowing I couldn't save either of them, love on your family man, give the closes person to you right now a hug and just spread love because once they gone or anyone gone, the guilt and the questions you ask yourself hurts more than their passing."

Kamari and karter declined speaking. Both too hurt and numb but Charlie looked at paris to come up but she always was shaking her head no. "We all should just go up there" Kamari said to paris and karter. "Okay we can go as a group" she said standing up with them following her movements , making her the leader of the line.

"Hey y'all my name is paris, I'm Chloe cousin and a close friend to Kobe. This is his brother karter" she looked to her left at karter due to her being on the middle of them. " wassup, appreciate y'all for coming" he said looking down at his shoes not wanting to look at the crowd. "This is Chloe dad" she looked to at kamari who just nodded his head.

"Tell the truth I didn't think I would come, let alone be up here speaking but you know life is unexpected sometimes, just like death. The three of us all lost a brother but kamari lost a daughter as well and us two well we created another life" she said pointing at karter. As Charlie gasp not knowing she was pregnant and everyone clapping . "Death isn't something we should cry over, we suppose to celebrate just like when giving life brings everyone joy, so on the count of days three we scream "we love y'all" then later we celebrate"

"One"

"Two"

" THREE!!!"

"WE LOVE YALL" and after that everyone got up hugging each other preparing to walk outside for them to get buried but as the doors was opening, kentrell walked in making people really go crazy seeing a celebrity enter the building.

Kamari walked in the middle pulling him into a tight hug, not seeing his brother in forever feeling like he was losing people. "Mama waiting on you outside" kentrell whispered patting him on the back as the crowd started walking with them out the door with the casket being held by people they paid.

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"Hey momma"miss Joey turnt her head to see her son, quickly getting up running to him. They haven't spoken since karter (kamari twin brother) death. But in this moment kamari needed the mother hug that will heal you and make you feel like everything will be okay.

"Hey my baby, I'm here" she said rubbing his back hearing the silent cry. He was disappointed in himself more than he was sad because he was suppose to protect them, he promised himself he would always protect them, now they both dead. He feel like he didn't do good enough or try hard enough.

"Come on guys, time throw the roses with you guys notes on them" everyone continued walking as Charlie grabbed kamari hand squeezing it. " kamari this our second child we lost, I don't know if I can take another one."

"Yeah but I promise this will be the last lost we take" he said wanting to mean everything he said but he said that before and it was broken.

" you damn right because I'm to paint the city red withcha" kentrell said hearing their conversation.